back to you || yeonbin

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His luscious brown hair fell over his face as he attempted to lean forward, squinting at the scribbled out words on his notebook. His long veiny fingers carded the strands back, only for them to dive back again. He left them as they were, and focused on his notebook, striking out and overwriting words here and there.

Hueningkai gets a bit detached whenever he sits down to write lyrics. It's no surprise to anyone in Bighit. He doesn't give anything on his food and water habits when he gets into form. And that has affected him a lot, that he literally passes out the next day, spenting almost 16 hours on sleep.

The lyrics that he was jotting down now was something that Beomgyu had suggested to him. Before going on the Daegu trip with Taehyun, Beomgyu had prompted Hueningkai to put down something for a single.

"We are not Tomorrow by Together anymore, hyung, if that's what you missed. I don't understand what we could write down.",said Hueningkai, as he tried to negotiate with his hyung on why he had to make random songs out of nowhere.

Beomgyu sighed. As if he was expecting this question from the younger.

"It's a song, Hyuka. Just a single. Something...something that comes in full circle."

Hueningkai stared at him skeptically. What was hus hyung aiming for?

"Something about us. All of us. For us. Not something that is only for our fans, but for everyone else as well."

Hueningkai understood that his hyung had swallowed up certain words. He still wasn't sure what he meant and why he wanted to write down something like that.

More the reason why Hueningkai was struggling too much to blurt out something into his notebook.

Just then he heard a knock, and a slow opening of the door.

"You are unbelievable, Hyu." Yuna muttered out as she plopped down the bag of ramen on the couch.
Huening smiled as he turned his chair towards her.
"Jimin-oppa tells me you have been inside this box for 10 hours! You don't even eat anything! Do you drink something?! Yaaah! Look at me when I am talking to you!"

Hueningkai held up his hands in defeat as he extended his hands towards the ramen, only to be slapped on the wrist by the girl.

"Ow! What was that for?!"

"Answer my question." She said darkly.

Hueningkai huffed out.
"There's some lyric work to do. Beomgyu hyung's idea. Although I am not sure what he meant, but I still gotta write something."

"Why don't you ask him?"

"He is in Daegu. And no, I can't call him. Nothing messes with his Daegu time with Tyun."
Yuna hummed as she took out the ramen and gave it to him.

Hueningkai snatched it and before he turned around he heard her saying.
"I made it myself."

Hueningkai stared at her in sheer awe. Yuna never does that. She never cooks for someone unless the person is too important.

He smiled and began digging in.

"So what did he say? About the song? He must have given you some idea."she asked.

Huening nodded.
"He did. Something about coming in full circle and all that."

"Hmm. Did you write something?"

Hueningkai threw her the notebook, and she found herself staring at strikeouts and teared up pages.

"I got nothing."

She turned the page backwards and stumbled upon something.
"What's this?"
Hueningkai looked back and moved himself to sit on the couch next to her.

"Oh that. Something I wrote years back. Never made it, unfortunately."

She read the lyrics.

The dark staring back at me
Where do I go? Where to?
I go back, go back to the one
Thenone who knew me way too far
Can I reach you?
Will I survive?
Will I reach our magic island?
But in the end of the day
I know, I will...
Follow you
To the abyss amd the colors
Follow you
Together and forever
Follow you
Even if it's the end of the tunnel
Follow you

"This one's good."

"It didn't make it then. What makes you think it will make it now?"

Yuna assured him.
"It might. Show him this one. Its really good. And fits into whatever Beomgyu oppa was going for."

"Hmm."

Yuna stared at him and smiled. All this time, her love for the male had never vanished. It had only grown stronger.

"Can I braid your hair, Hyu?", She asked out of the blue.

Hueningkai turned to her slowly and nodded. She looked into her bag and found her hairbrush. This should do.

She moved towards him and with shaking fingers grabbed his hair gently, stroking his scalp as she smoothed down the tangles with her nimble fingers.
So soft.
Just like him.

Yuna had never confessed. She wasn't scared of rejection, she was scared that she might lose him forever. Because Yuna was in love with him. And if it meant to bury her love, just because he would stay, she is more than willing to do just that.

She glided down the hairbrush through the auburn hair, and grabbed three bunches of it, going over and over to style it down to a simple braid.
She then took off her own hairtie from her hair, and wound it around the thick braid, giving it one last caress.

"There. All done."

Hueningkai shifted and smiled again.

"Thanks, Yunz."

When she left Hueningkai felt a pang in his chest.
He knew.
He knew how she loved him. He wasn't that oblivious.

Except he is afraid.
Afraid he might cause her pain.
Seeing his eldest hyungs in suffering had made him go weak.

He loves her too. He always did. Still does.
He doesn't want her to have the pain.
That's how much he loves her.

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Soobin scrolled through his phone idly.

He hadn't had a shoot that day so he decided to spent some time in the hotel and do some...online shopping.

Suddenly his phone dinged as he stared at the notification.

Unknown number
Soobin?
Its me, Yeonjun.
I have a day off.
Do you wanna... hang out?

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Why I am shoving random things into this?
Anyways I love Yunkai!!!! So bear with me.

So...

My college has been way too hectic lately. I am so sorry for the irregular updates.

And I saw two ghosts in the blue hour jap. teaser...

BH, stop scaring me.

I wanna extend my love to CheeseB0 ,just because I can😌

Also my sister mrsjinnie_17 . GIMME ATTENTION YOU HAG!!!

And Mochichimmy too coz if I don't she mightbget angwy uwuwu.

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