Everything You Ever Needed

24.

*Ruby's pov*
That day, I ran home crying.

I just wanted to text tris, that was the only thing that could make me feel okay.

Ruby
Can we talk? I really need someone rn

Tris
Ofc, whats up princess?

Ruby
I hate living like this, like I feel like everyone will leave me and that nobody loves me I am so sick of having trust issues and social anxiety i am just so done with everything

Tris
Look I would never leave you. I love you, I love your voice, I love your smile, I love your eyes and your face and your laugh and most importantly your personality, everything about you isn't that enough?

Did he really just say that he loves me- he probably meant in a friend way, who would love someone like me?

Ruby
Woah no matter how horrible my day is, talking to you for even just a minute makes everything seem perfect, so yeah it's more then enough

Tris
🖇

Ruby
What- ahaha

Tris
That's us, we are paper and clips supporting each other

Ruby
aw i love you

Tris
I love you too beautiful

Ruby
No joke, thank you for everything. I used to be in depression before I met you but everything is better with you, everything has been better since you

Tris
Aw somone is feeling emotional

We talked for hours and hours, I never felt this kind of love before.

Ruby
Wait would you take a bullet for me?

Tris
And back to stupid questions ahaha I would do everything for you beautiful well expect for eating lentil, those things are fucking disgusting

Ruby
Tris ahahshs

Tris
What ahah i am siruis

Ruby
idiot ahaha anyway i am tired

Tris
I will come over and we will sleep together then

Ruby
I wish plus I look gross

Tris
Something is wrong with your phone baby

Ruby
What do u mean?

Tris
Well it wrote gross instead of gorgeous repair your phone pls

He was the cutest person ever. I was there sitting on my bed blushing, unable to lie to my parents if one of them just burged in.

Tris
I just cant wait until I can roll over at 2 am to see your beautiful face instead of a text...

Was he really in love with me?-
But why didn't he ask me out already then?

Ruby
Same, this is so hard

I tried not to cry again because of how much I missed him but the tears were already coming down, hardly I wiped them off.

Ruby
Fuck how you can be so cute when I am mad at you honestly