It's later in the evening and my latest song 'Rise like the Sun, Fly Like A Phoenix' is blowing up like crazy. I've been on edge all since I made my insta post, not because I thought the song was bad but cause it's so different to my previous music. Bryan has been incredible as usual. We have spent most of the day in bed snuggling whilst watching movies. The only reason we bothered to get dressed for the rest of the day was because we had to go live tonight on TikTok followed by a very special Red Room with a twist.
We have just finished the normal TikTok lives and I have had such a great time, everyone is hyped about my new song and how incredible it is. I have received a lot of DM's about how other people are relating to the words in the song. It wasn't easy to write about Jaden and the assault but I knew it was the only way I would be able to move on. Even if the song came from a place of pain and damage but now it's been turned into something...well just something I guess.
I was sat in the back of the live room with Chris and Tyler on my right at the other end of the table and Bryan, Dom & Tristan in front of my to the right in a line. It feels weird being on my own live at Dream LA and not be sat beside Bryan. Every time I have gone live here at the main house we have either done a live together or had separate lives but still sat next to each other. One benefit of being sat in the back is I have ben able to peak a look at Bryan with out him knowing. Which believe me is something incredibly difficult to do when everyone in the house likes to point out how much of a simp I am for him. Which obviously I am but still I don't want to be called out on it all time.
Tonight's Red Room was supposed to just be a Brylar and Chryler Q&A but as usual Chris and Tyler decided to act up during the main live and try to call us out so Bryan has declared this the 'Red Room' of all red rooms.
^^DURING THE RED ROOM^^
We setup Bryan & Chris's lives at the foot of the bed, deciding that it would be the easiest place to conduct our 1 hour joint red room. Obviously like most things with these boys, the Red Rooms would start of pretty chilled and then would escalate - not to mention the fact that we had Bryan, Chris & Tyler in here. I'm going to try and keep the main focus of this live around the Q&A questions for a least 30 mins before Chris and Tyler takeover and try to prove to us and our fans that they are superior. I already know if something about who the top is in each of our relationships comes up it's going to start an argument between Chris and Tyler. We already know that Bryan is the top/dominate in our relationship. Even if I take the lead from time to time.
I switch the LED light to red and quickly slip of my flannel shirt so I am just in a laced bikini top, paired with my denim short shorts. Bryan is wearing his black ripped jeans and a white dress shirt. Lord the things I'd do if we were alone right now. I walk over to the bed and sit down behind Bryan and the boys. My legs crossed and my back pressed against the headboard of the bed. Bryan is sat directly in front of me at the end of the bed. Tyler I bottoms his shirt so it hangs open and then sits beside me at the top of the bed. Chris watches him for a minute before sitting beside Bryan. They say something that we can't hear and then click on the 'Go Live' button. Together they do the introduction, Tyler and I have a conversation of our own which we only pause to say our hellos to the live.
Tyler: How crazy do you think this is going to go?
Skylar: Well we have both Williams brothers and you guys have already challenged us to who the better couple is so it's going to pop off.
Tyler: You know we are only joking though right? I mean between us it's not like Chris and I are actually a thing?
Skylar: I know but so many of our fans are split between who's better that we have to decide eventually.
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