Our Secret Dream

Honesty & Relaxing

The beach party is only a couple hours away and I still need to shower and change. I've spent the last hour snuggled up in Bryan's bed, wearing another one of his hoodies that I have every intention of claiming. I've just been scrolling through TikTok catching up on all the video's I have missed since flying out here. Granted I have spent that last however many minutes on Bryan's page. I know that I need to start getting ready if I am going to leave here on time to meet Quinn but I don't want to leave his bed. The bedroom door swings open and Bryan walks in, I quickly swipe off TikTok and lock my phone feeling shy for being caught stalking his page. 

Bryan: What'cha doing? he asks while he walks over to the bed with one of his wicked smirks. 

Sky: Nothing, I mean I was not on your TikTok page at all. 

I laugh nervously, pulling the duvet higher so I can hide beneath it. I feel the bed shift beside me. Instinctively I catch my breath, it's like my body can sense him even when I can't see him. He pulls on the duvet bringing me back into his eye line. He really is the most gorgeous man I have ever seen. 

Bryan: You don't ever have to hide from me mamas, it's not like I haven't spent time on your profile. 

Sky: You have? But why would you do that. I don't make content like you do. I have a following on like 500k on TT and then 34M on my bl-

I slap my hand over my mouth realising what I was about to spill to him. I'm not ashamed of my blog but it's not something I advertise all the time or talk about. I don't think I have ever gone into detail with Quinn let alone Bryan. The man who is TikTok famous with over 1.3M followers. I've started blushing from both embarrassment and shyness. Bryan leans over me so his body is towering over mine, trapping me in his bed. His head is directly above mine, his eyes capturing mine. 

Bryan: Your 34M what? 

Sky: It doesn't matter. I was just surprised that you'd looked at my page and content. I mean your TikTok famous and I'm not. 

Bryan: Your a rising star baby girl, you're going to be hitting 1M in no time. Bedside's I'm not letting you out of this bed until you tell me what you were saying before. 

Sky: If I tell you I need you to promise that you want repeat it to anyone else. 

Bryan: Anything you say to me will stay between us baby. I promise. 

Sky: Fine. You know that I have TikTok but my main passion is writing, around eight months ago I started a blog and it's become quite successful. I have just over 34M subscribers. 

Bryan cocks an eyebrow at me. His interest has definitely been spiked and I can see the hundreds of questions forming inside his brain. 

Bryan: So your telling me that you have over 34 million subscribers on your blog and your acting all sweet, shy and innocent with me about having 1.3 million followers? 

Sky: Hey, it's completely different bubs. You followers can see and interact with you mine are all online and can only interact with me if they see me in person or via email. 

Bryan: Bubs? Is that what your calling me now? 

Sky: I mean I can't call you daddy all the time. 

I smile up at him. Bryan groans in response. We all know if he could have his way I'd be calling him daddy all the time. 

Bryan: Well I'm very proud of you for all your success on your blog, I hope one day soon you will share the site with me. I'd love to become one of the many subscribing. Your always supporting me. 

Skylar: One day, if your lucky. 

I lean up and capture his lips with mine, pulling him down to me into a deep, passionate kiss. Bryan rolls over so that I am straddling him and he is on the bed. I run my hands over his hard chest. He pulls at his hoodie, bringing it over my hips. He snakes his hands under, resting one on my hip and the other continues higher until it covers one of my breasts. He massages it in his hand teasing me. I already know if we continue this is going to be near impossible to stop and we won't make it to the party. With a groan I pull away from him and climb off his lap. 

Sky: We need to hit pause on this. We both need to get ready and head out for the party. 

Bryan: Fine, but we are definitely picking this back up later. 

It's been a little over an hour since my make out session with Bryan and I have showered, done my hair and my makeup for the party tonight. All I have left to do is pick out an outfit. I have two options to pick from, a royal blue bikini with a mesh coverup or a vibrant red bikini with light blue denim short shorts. I'm stood at the foot of the bed looking at both outfit choices, still wrapped in my towel. Bryan walks into the room fully dressed in some black swim short and a navy blue unbuttoned shirt. He walks over to me and stands beside me looking down at the outfits. 

Bryan: Struggling to decide? 

Sky: Not really just burning time. I can see your all ready....

Bryan: Yeah. Me and the guys will be leaving in twenty. Did you need a ride to the beach? 

I grab the red number of the bed and walk over to the closet, opening the door to give me some privacy. I unwrap from the towel and through it at Bryan. It hits him in the head. I laugh. 

Bryan: Hey! If you wanted my help you only had to ask. 

Sky: Stay put Bry, I need to get ready and we dont have time to play right now. 

I slip into my bikini and shorts and check myself out. I actually look fire. Bryan walks up behind me wrapping his arms around my waist and rest his head on my shoulder. We look at each other in the mirror both smiling. 

Bryan: You look stunning baby girl. 

Sky: Thanks. We need to set up some rules for tonight. 

I spin around in his arms and kiss his nose. I unhook myself from his arms and walk over to the beside table grabbing my lipstick, money and phone. Slipping them into my shorts pockets. We both only have ten minutes before we have to leave. 

Sky: I know that Chris and Tyler know about us but the other boys don't and Quinn 100% doesn't have a clue. 

Bryan: I'm not ashamed of you and I am never going to hide you Sky. 

Sky: I know bubs and I'm not ashamed of you, your the greatest but I also don't want us to rush into anything and see it blow up in our faces. We both have a lot on the line here and I think we need more time of it being just us. 

Bryan: I love our little bubble but I don't want us to hide this from our friends. I think we should tell our friends. Maybe not tonight but in the next couple of days. 

Sky: Agreed. You tell the boys and I will tell Quinn. But tonight, we will act as friends, I'll treat you like I would Chris or Tyler. Not Tristan though unless you want me to avoid you the whole night? 

Bryan: You better not avoid me or I'll have you over my knee by the end of the night. 

His delicious threat causing my body to warm up. 

Sky: Yes daddy, though you might want to punish me anyway. 

I grin at him and we are both silent for a minute trying to stop our desire for each other. 

Sky: As for anything else that would usually happen at parties its off limits. I don't share Bryan and loyalty and honesty are both deal breakers. 

Bryan: Agreed. 

Before we can carry on with the conversation Chris walks into the room and tell us that my Uber is ready and that they are heading out. I walk over to Bryan and give him a quick kiss before whispering in his ear 'Don't miss me too much tonight bubs. It's you're bed I'll be in at the end of the night.' I pull away and walk over to Chris giving him a big bear hug. 'Look after him tonight Chris.' 

Chris: I'll try but I can't make any promises. 

We both laugh and I turn around and leave the room heading out of the house and into my waiting uber.