Our Secret Dream

Love & Interviews

We have been lying on the beach for what feels like hours. I have my head resting on Bryan's chest listening to his steady heart beat. He's stroking my hair while we look up at the sky. Both of us just living in this moment. I couldn't have asked for a better date to celebrate our three month anniversary and now I can finally tell him that I love him and not worry about just letting it slip at the wrong time. We pack up the picnic and walk together hand in hand back to my car. I toss my car keys to Bryan when he tried to walk to the passenger side.

Bryan: Your gonna let me drive?

Skylar: Um yes?

Bryan: But you love your car, she's your baby.

Skylar: Well, just so happens I love you a tad more than my car. I tease him and pat the side of my car. Not that my car can actually hear what I'm saying but I still love my baby. Between us I've named her Ocean after the body paint.

Bryan walks back around the car to were I am standing and pulls me into a cuddle, giving me his goofy smile. I like to think that this is the only one of his smiles that is reserved solely for me. I have only ever seen him use it when we are alone on dates or at the house. I've never seen him do it while on live.

Bryan: I feel honoured baby, it's a good thing that I love you too.

I smile shyly into his chest my cheeks turning a deep shade of red. I don't think I will ever get used to hearing those three words from him. My tummy has so many butterflies fluttering around that I actually feel like I'm dreaming.

Skylar: As much as I love cuddling with you we best get back. Mel will start worrying about us.

Bryan growls playfully at me before reluctantly pulling his arms away, giving me space and freedom to turn and walk around the car. I climb into the passenger side and get myself situated. Bryan starts the car, puts it into gear and starts the journey home. Once we are out of the junction and on the main road home, he removes his hand from the wheel and puts it on my thigh. I smile and glance out of my window feeling shy. He strums his thumb across my thigh while gently squeezing every so often. The sensation against my skin brings me back to the moment and I turn away from the window and look over at him.

I'm not sure if this is just a me thing or not but does anyone else find it crazy attractive and sexy when a man drives while only using one hand? Not to mention when you add the whole having his hand on your thigh caressing the skin it makes the whole interaction so much hotter. Its a simple gesture but it can do so much.

I sigh lightly and then turn my attention away from his handsome face, I slip out my phone and open Insta, think its time to make a post about our anniversary celebrations and let our shared fans know just how much I love my baby. I have made so many posts recently where I have wanted to write 'I Love You' but couldn't.

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