Our Secret Dream

After the assault...

I've been hauled up in Bryan's room for most of the day keeping him hostage with me. We've been watching shows on Netflix and scrolling through TikTok. Bryan briefly went live earlier this morning while I remained hauled up in bed. We made sure that I couldn't be seen in the live as we haven't told the boys or Quinn yet. Not to mention I needed some more time to wallow in my pitiful existence. When I close my eyes I go back to last night and the feeling of being trapped. I've been a little clingy since last night only feeling safe around Chris or Bryan. Bryan wants to have a shower but doesn't want me to be on my own so he has Chris ring me for company.  Once my phone rings Bryan gets up and head into the bathroom to have a shower for the day, we've decided that I have to do something today to try and get back to some sort of normal. I know that staying inside isn't going to help and why should I let the guy from the beach ruin and control my summer. 

Chris: Hello Cookie, How are you feeling this morning? 

Sky: Hi Teddy, I'm fine. Just a little anxious when I'm on my own. The thoughts and fears from last night just seem to come back when I'm alone. 

Chris: You'll be okay cookie. Anyone who was in your position would be on edge and wouldn't want to be alone. Did you get any sleep after I left? 

Sky: Not really, I mostly just cuddled up and watched Bryan sleep. 

Chris: Maybe we should speak to Mel and get you some calming tablets they would help you sleep? 

Sky: I'll be fine, I don't want anyone else to know. You have to promise to keep it between us three. 

Chris: Of course. I would never tell anyone. Would you want to come and grab some breakfast with Tyler and I?  

Sky: You know I love you Teddy? You really are like the brother and best friend I never had.

Chris: I love you too cookie. You've brought so much fun and happiness into my life since I met you. 

Sky: Can you give me twenty to get ready? 

Chris: Sure. Meet you outside. 

I hang up the phone and head back into the closet, I grab some shorts, slipping them on under Bryan's hoodie,  pairing it with my white air forces. I'm more covered than I usually would with my outfit choices but I don't really care. Today is about comfort. Plus I don't want to risk Tyler or anyone else seeing the marks on my hip. I lift the hoodie and pull my shorts down slightly, looking at the marks in the mirror. They are a lot darker and for intense looking today. I'm still a little in disbelief that it actually happened. I hear the bathroom door unlock and I pull my clothes back up just in time. 

Bryan: Where do you think your going? He questions as he comes back into the bedroom from the bathroom. A towel wrapped low around his hips, his V lines on display. My mouth goes dry and I can help but let my eyes fall and admire his body. I bring my eyes reluctantly back up to meet his and give him a small smile. 

Skylar: I'm going for breakfast with Chris and Tyler. Think Chris wants to hang out after everything that happened last night. I'd invite you but I get the feeling he just wants it to be the three of us... 

Bryan: Hardly fair. Seems your stealing not only my brother but Tyler too. Soon your going to be everyone's favourite person. Are you going to be okay? I don't want you to feel rushed into anything. 

Skylar: I'm not stealing anyone, I guess they just love me more. I can't help it if I'm more adorable and entertaining than you. (I stick my tongue out at him playfully) I'm going to be fine baby, Chris will keep me safe you don't need to worry about me. 

Bryan: You know unless your with me I am going to worry about you right? 

Sky: I know baby. It's one of the many reasons I like you. 

Without thinking I walk over to him and press a sweet kiss to his lips. He wraps his arms around my waist holding me close to him. I can feel his hard body against mine. His wet hair dripping water on my head. I try to pull away but Bryan pulls me in closer, deepening the kiss. I open my mouth up to him, letting him lead and control the kiss. I bring my hands up, one tugging on the hair at the nape of his neck and the other against his chest. Bryan picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist, his fingers massaging my thighs. I rock into him, wanting more from him. Before I can try anything else Bryan pulls away from me breaking the kiss. I rest my forehead against his. 

Bryan: I think we should it pause on this. We don't have time to do all the things I want us to do at the moment. Chris and Tyler will be waiting for you. 

I lean in close to his neck, pressing a light kiss to his neck. I blow gently on the skin before I bite down. Nibbling on the tender spot under his ear. Bryan growls at me and grabs my throat with his hand. Gently choking me, controlling the angle of my head. With his hand he guides my head up to his and presses his lips against mine again. Controlling and dominating my mouth. I am breathless by the time we break apart. 

Bryan: Don't be gone all day, this is to be continued later. 

I blush in agreement. Grab my bag and leave the room, flying down the stairs and out the door.