Faking Us

Chapter Thirty Two

Morgan's POV

We should break up

I'm still trying to process what Kaden said two days ago. Part of me doesn't accept doesnt accept that it's over between the two of us you.

Instead I feel like shit for ruin it.

School was almost done and the last days of it I've expended them by mopping around and skipping class — not how I pictured them to be like at all. I don't know much about Kaden since that day, Jason it's with her sometimes and others with me— he tries to split himself to be there for the both of us as best as he can. I had asked him about Kaden but he doesn't tell me much which is understandable.

I hadn't seen Jessie either since the night of the party and I'm glad. The blame is not solely on her—obviously I share it heavily as well. But she shouldn't have kissed me, she knew I was with Kaden and maybe that was at first the point of dating Kaden but she didn't know that and it was no longer like that. I didn't even led her on I genuinely thought she needed help with chemistry only to later found out she was a genius.

If she liked me she shouldn't have waited for me to be taken.

But I'm to blame for that too because —again— that was point at the beginning and now I realize how stupid it was.

Now school is done for the day and I'm waiting for Jason to get out of the showers so we can go home. He was training around in the pool even if swimming was already over with this year.

I laid my back on the grass of the empty football field in thought, until a shadow covered the sunlight that was hitting me. I moved my eyes up to see Jason who has his black hair still wet from his shower.

"You okay? You look like you're dead." He said while looking down at me.

"I feel like it," I said and put my arm over my eyes.

I heard Jason sigh and then sat besides me on the grass. "Are you going to keep mopping around?"

I removed my hand from my face and put on my glasses. "Of course I will you ass, my girlfriend dumped me," I glared at him.

"That's not what I mean— well, I did but not like that. It's just... Morgan have you thought that maybe breaking up was the best thing for you two?"

"How would that be for the best! I love Kaden, Jason." I confessed pathetically.

"I know you do and she most definitely does too— but think about it. Yes she's your first everything but put that aside for a minute and think."

I sighed and as Jason suggested me — I thought.

Kaden may not be my girlfriend anymore but she's my best friend, always has been and maybe with luck she will always be.

"I can't just give up on our relationship without fighting for it. What if— what if Kaden regrets it and was just a rushed decision..."

"Do you really believe Kaden out of all people would have breaking up with you be just some rushed decision?" Jason looked at me with a deadpanned expression.

That's true.

"Then what do I do?"

He shrugged, "I don't know. But whatever you do or don't, take in consideration that you're also moving to Chicago for college in a few months."

Shit, I completely forgot about that.

"Meet you at the car?" I think he could see I needed a moment alone.

"Yeah I'll be right there." I replied and he left with after giving me a tight smile.

Maybe Kaden was right to end things between us — besides of what happened at the party maybe she saw something I didn't. Maybe it's for the best— scratch that it probably is for the best. I just need time to deal with it and accept it and I will give that to Kaden as well before I try to recover our friendship because despite us not being a couple anymore I know for sure that I want Kaden Stone in my life, for as long as she let's me.

I'm going to do my best to fix our friendship.

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A/N - Sorry for this is really short, I know, but it's more like a filler chapter but still an important one, so I hope you enjoyed it still.

We are almost at the end of this book! Just three chapters left :)