"Just let me know when he needs it, huh? You know things down in Gangnam have been busy." It was his voice that woke the girl up. Making her eyes just barely squint over at the man who's body was still placed beside her in bed. Even if the man tried to keep quiet. Not wanting to wake the one girl up who only let herself snuggle up against his side. Resting that softness of her hand upon his torso that tensed as she did so.
"I'll let Jin know when to drop it off. And make sure this time your shit doesn't come up short." Yoongi couldn't help but scoff. Making the man on the other line do no more than laugh with a heavy you know that was only a mistake, Yoongi, in which the boy only smirked. Having said a few last words before the line went dead. Causing Ming to instantly look up at him with those eyes that had his gaze going instantly heavy.
"Why are you up so early, baby? Hmm?" Her voice was so gentle. Pairing with those softness of her fingertips that had the man looking down at her in such a way that'd have women doing whatever the man solely wanted from them as Yoongi let that base of his hand come against her cheek. All while the woman propped herself up against him. Able to feel that hardness of his body that YeJun's teacher had taken notice of the second she touched the man.
"You know I don't sleep like that, kitten—"
"But look at your eyes, baby. You need to try and get some rest." Ming let her fingers run through his hair. Brushing away every strand from his gaze that had his hands already taking hold of the woman's waist. Having watched the way the girl came up and over his lap. Allowing for their lips to connect the second she did so.
And Ming could feel that hunger within his lips that had their kisses turning more and more aggressive. Leading to the girl running that gentleness of her hand up his chest and to his neck as her fingers gripped at his hair. Grazing along the man's undercut that had her middle half aching at that feeling of the size of him underneath her.
"You worry too much about me. . . you know that?" Yoongi tilted his head. Feeling as though the woman really did care too much about him. Because the man never felt deserving of. Deserving of her love.
"You don't want me to worry about you, baby? Huh?" Ming couldn't help but smile down at the man. Able to feel those palms of his hands turn so heavy against her waist. Just barely pushing the woman further down onto his lap as she matched that tilting of his head. Acting just like the one woman who Yoongi was trying not to think about, even if the girl was so heavy on his mind. Having never thought that he'd encounter someone just like, Ming. But he did. And something within him had the man so intrigued. Too intrigued.
"I didn't say that—"
"Then what are you saying, Yoongi?" She loved to tease the man. The same man who she hadn't interacted with like this for longer than the girl would've ever liked. Because life wasn't easy. And the two of them were trying. Trying so hard to keep each other happy despite all the chaos. The chaos with their child. The chaos with keeping everyone they cared for safe.
And Yoongi wondered if that was it. If that was why YeJun's teacher had him so caught up in his head. Because the woman felt new. Felt new and felt so daring. And Yoongi needed relief. Relief through something.
"You know I always take care care of myself, kitten—"
"Oh really—"
"Really—"
"Then do you need me, baby? Hmm?" He could feel that softness of her hand against his body. Grazing up along his torso as her smile turned more and more playful. Leading to the man's eyes going instantly dark upon her question. Having made he himself think about just how much the girl has made his life better. Seeing as though she was the only one who he felt cared about him at times. Showing sides of himself that he never thought anyone would ever accept and handle. But she did. She did and she made sure to let him know that the man was someone so special to the world. To the world and to her.
"You know I do, kitten." She watched as he smirked. Earning those giggles that had his heart practically breaking right then and there. Because he couldn't believe the girl had really stayed with him for so long. Getting through every obstacle and heartache with the man who wanted to fucking kill the one woman who was so persistent on his mind. Because all Yoongi needed was the girl sitting before him. Yet his body and wants were completely fucking up his thoughts.
And with a gentle I love you, Ming peppered the man's face with kisses. Making him both laugh and smile with each one she gave as those heaviness of his hands trailed down her back and to her ass. Gripping at the thing in such a way that had their lips instantly connecting as Ming allowed for her head to toss back the second Yoongi attacked her neck. Letting out each one of those hushed giggles that were quiet enough for only him to hear as the man rolled the girl over so he was on top. Earning those chocolates of her eyes against his own as she looked up at him in complete adoration. Reminding the man of that night the two of them had talked about having children. It being a memory that was so precious to his soul.
"Try and get some rest for me, baby. . . please." She raised her hand up to his cheek. Brushing the length of her thumb along the skin as she did so. Making Yoongi's gaze hold a look that would have others scared shitless of the man as he nudged his nose into her own. Whispering out that heavy only if we have a quick round, in which Ming couldn't help but slap her hand across his chest with an instant call of his name. Making the man do no more than laugh as he connected their lips all over again. Allowing for the woman to snuggle back up against his side just like she always would.
"You think he'll be okay, baby?" He knew exactly who she was talking about. Knew the second the woman's voice turned more than hesitant. Feeling every ounce of worry that'd have her completely sick to her stomach at times. Because she didn't know. Didn't know if both her husband and child would come home to her each night they'd finish doing the most sinful things. Having became the only people the woman cared for and loved more than anything in the world. Yet the two were slowly leaving her grasp. Leaving it so slowly.
However, the man didn't speak. Didn't do anything more than allow for those base of his fingers to run along her waist as she kept her eyes held against the room before them. Wishing that the world didn't have to be so cruel. Cruel to her love. Cruel to her son.
"I promise he'll be fine, Ming. . . you know that." She didn't. Didn't know if he could actually keep a promise that wasn't something able to be promised as he looked down at the woman who's hand stayed placed against his torso. Earning a gentle kiss against the top of her head, in which she felt the man tighten his grasp on her body. Wishing that things really wouldn't change. That her son wouldn't turn into someone completely ruthless. That her love wouldn't continue leaving her grasp, even if she didn't know that. But neither did he. Didn't know and wouldn't know that he was taking the woman beside him completely for granted. . . until she's not there anymore.
Meh, pretty boring but wanted to update. I hope my precious muffins have been okay hehehehe. Mommy loves you as always and get ready for sum spice *evil laugh* gonna try and catch sum z's now. . . night night (〃ω〃)
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Drugs 4- Yoongi [18+]
Fanficwhen he was a kid he didn't understand why people would beg to leave this place.