Drugs 4- Yoongi [18+]

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"I don't care if we were on a break, Yoongi. That doesn't give you the right to go and sleep with someone—"

"You know it meant nothing to me, baby—"

"But it does to me, Yoongi." She couldn't help but let those tears fall from her eyes. Her eyes that were looking at him with a gaze hurt enough to make his heart ache.

"Just because you think nothing of sex doesn't mean that I do—"

"Ming baby—"

"I'm not doing this with you, Yoongi—"

"Ming baby, just listen to me—please." He already had his hands placed against her waist. Tugging the woman towards his body in that manner that had Ming looking up at him with her eyes all glossy. Because she hated. Hated when he'd do things like this to her.

"I-I promise it was nothing, baby. I was just drunk and sh-she came onto me and I fucked up, okay? I fucked up." She didn't want to cave. Didn't want to keep enabling his behavior. But the girl always knew. Knew that somehow and someway she'd end up back in his grasp. Because there was no denying that endless attachment. Attachment and love the two held for each other even if their ways of expressing it were so different.

"You know how I feel about that, Yoongi—"

"Ming—"

"But you keep doing it. You do this every single time to me." He watched as her tears fell. Pairing with the trembling of her lips that couldn't help but quiver. Making Yoongi realize just how much the woman had changed. Seeing a side of her that she never allowed the man to witness. Having tried her hardest to hide every ounce of her emotions when it came to the man, in want to make him feel as though she didn't care. Didn't care what he said. Didn't care what he did.

Yet right now their relationship was so different from what it had been when the two first met each other. Because Ming had let him in just like Yoongi had done with her. And her feelings were so heavy. Heavy enough to be broadcasted right there in front of him the second she found out the man had slept with someone else while they weren't together. Having tried to take a break from one another, even if Ming knew. Knew that the man's habits were bad. Bad enough to always break her heart.

"W-When you do this, it makes me feel like you never cared, Yoongi. That the only reason you even want me is for sex—"

"You know that's not true, Ming." He already had his hand placed against her cheek. Feeling every tear that met with his skin as the girl kept her eyes on him. Wishing that she never fell for the man. Because he always found a way. A way to tear her apart.

"I-I promise that I love you, baby. I would do fucking anything for you, it's just—"

"Just what, Yoongi? Huh? Just another one of your coping mechanisms when things don't go your way—"

"Kitten—"

"Do you know what you'd do if you found out that I fucked another guy while we were apart—"

"Ming baby—"

"I want you to answer me, Yoongi." She swallowed down her tears. Having asked him a single question that had the air being filled with nothing more than pure silence. Because Yoongi knew. Knew just what he would've done.

"Just answer me, baby—"

"I would've killed him." She watched the way his throat bobbed. Seeing as though what he said was completely the truth. The man was insane.