loving you was easy

chapter 72

* day of the party *

Demi's POV

Oh my god!

I am so nervous right now, I'm just finishing getting ready for this party gemma is hosting for the release of her album. From what I've seen ALOT of very famous people are coming to this so I have to make a good impression. I'm the ex girlfriend of the host so there's a lot of pressure for tonight, but I really want to go, and she really wants me to go. Well I think so, could she have written that note just to be nice. No, she wouldn't do that, she said she still loved me. I honestly never thought that'd I'd be thinking this to myself, contemplating whether gemma still loves me or not, we always used to say nothing could tear us apart, I just don't understand sometimes what went so horribly wrong. Okay I do know what went so horribly wrong, me thinking that the paps were telling the truth. Stupid me!

The fact that gemma is my soul mate and that I can't be with her how I want to be with her hurts, I know for definate that gemma is my soul mate, ever since I actually bumped into her at Starbucks and dropped her coffee on the floor, something just attached us to one another, before then gemma was this celebrity I idolised, a person I was unable to reach, just a woman on the screen, like how teenagers look at Beyonce. To teenagers Beyonce is this goddess that seems impossible to reach, well that was gemma to me. But after that insodent at Starbucks...she wasn't. She was a normal person, but a normal person I so easily fell in love with, I fell so easy and she was happy to catch me.  She caught me in her arms, and she held me tight, scared to let go, but one mistake I made believing the paparazzi over herslipped through her fingers. Though, slowly but surely, I'm climbing my way back up into her arms again.

Anyway, back to the present, enough of still grieving over the mistake. I look in the mirror, my make up was done, pink lipstick but not too bright, dark eye make up but not to dark, my nails were gold, to match the invite I was sent,  my hair still bright pink, I just had it redone so I looked perfect, I also took a chance, quite a risk actually, I shaved the left side of my head, not all of it, just to like behind my ear. I'm not really wondering what people will think, I'm past all that, but I am actually wondering why gemma will think, I'm really going to try and impress her tonight. I know getting her back isn't just impressing her but I still want too.

I was finishing but my coat on to match my party dress, its casual but flashy at the same time. When I quickly checked over myself I heard a car horn beep outside, my eyebrows furrow in confusion, everyone knows I'm going to this party tonight, who the hell could this be?! I licked up my handbag as I heard the doorbell ring, I walked to the front door and opened it. The open door revealed a man in a perfect tux,

D - um...can I help you? I asked him, obviously confused,

J - my name is Jim, I'm here to eescort you to miss McGrath's party. He stepped aside to reveal  black limo parked outside, right this ma'm,

D - um yeah sure, but I can drive myself its fine,

J - I was told that I must bring you by limo, miss McGrath told me that you should arrive in style and limo is the only way, so I'm not aloud to take excuses, I smiled at him and followed him out to the limo locking the front door behind me,