loving you was easy

chapter 46

Gemma's POV

We arrived back at my nans and I quickly tried to clean myself up, I couldn't do much, my clothes were covered in blood, the blood on my nose had dried. I looked like shit basically, I give demi a quick kiss before getting out of the car.

We walked in and everyone stopped what they were doing and looked towards us, my nan ran to me asking about my face and brought me to the kitchen to clean me up properly. Katie was still asking what the hell happened, I couldn't tell her though that's one thing she can't know.

After me and demi had showered, I was sat on the edge of the bed staring at my hands, a familiar feeling was rushing through my veins, my mouth watered for it! My jaw clenched at the thought. I tried to shake the feeling away but it didn't work. That when demi walked in.

D - gemma babe are you okay?

G - uh um yeah, just a bit cold, I'm going to get a jumper and make some coffee.

I grabbed my hoodie and walked downstairs and into the kitchen.

I got the kettle boiling, and the cups, milk ready. But I wasn't sure where my nan kept the coffee, I opened a random cupboard and looked at the contents, I reached up and pulled the bottle of wine out of the cupboard, I looked back up to the cupboard to see it filled with wine and champagne. I looked back to the bottle in my hand, I saw that it was shaking in my hand.

One sip wouldn't hurt would it, I held it in both hands and slowly unscrewed the top. In what felt like slow motion I put the lid on the side and smelled the alcohol that lied within the bottle. It smelt familiar, it smelt lush.

Without realising the bottle slowly headed towards my lips.