loving you was easy

chpater 59

demi's POV

we were now back home, sucks really because London is a really awesome place to visit. i had the best moments there with gemma, i loved ice skating with her, the arcade, the italian restaurant. the only downside was the katie price thing but we're not going to bother with her no more.

i was sat in our music room, i wanted to write a song or something but nothing could come to my mind. i have been sat in here for over an hour now, just playing random things on the piano and the guitar. i wish i had gemma's skill when it came to song writting. litterally you could sit her down at anytime and say, write a song about...watching TV and she could do it within maybe a day or so. im so jealous it takes me sometimes weeks.

the door opens and gemma walks in, she has her glasses on again, she rarely wears her glasses but when she does she looks so sexy. her hair was in a dohnut, its stil blond by the way i have no idea how. she had a black pair of jeans on and a denim shirt. i smiled at her as she came over and sat infront of me.

G - so, what have you got so far?

D - being honest? nothing.

G - nothing? i nodded, okay...what type of song are you looking to write?

D - well i know its like so not the case right now, but i really like to write break-up songs, now you dont have to help me because i know you never write those type of songs, she raised her eyebrow at me and smiled, wait have you?

G - well i dont usually release break up songs, doesnt mean i dont write them, now i havent really written a proper full song like that in a few years but...she took the guitar from me, i think i can remember it. and feels free to use this of you want.

i sat back eager to see gemma show me the song she thinks she can remember. she started strumming the guitar, its like she instantly remembered it all because she started to flow with music she was playing, then she started singing.

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you

Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known

[Chorus:]
That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale,
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down,
Now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around

Maybe I was naïve,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance
My mistake, I didn't know to be in love
You had to fight to have the upper hand

I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know

[Chorus:]
That I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale,
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down,
Now it's too late for you and your white horse to come around

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale,
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rear view mirror disappearing now
And it's too late for you and your white horse
Now it's too late for you and your white horse to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now 

when she finished she looked at me and smiled,

D - who's that about? she looked up from the guitar she was setting down,

G - ......taylor

D - taylor? but i thought you ended on good terms?

G - we did, but it wasnt just me not loving him anymore, he uhh went out with a few mates for drinks, and he knew i hated when he did that because he would come back drunk obviously, yeah while he was there he hooked up with someone else.

D - why didnt you tell me?

G - well its not something i really want to remember, and as i said in the song i wrote after "I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well" and now i have. SO! you can use that one if you want or i was going to suggest we write another song together?

D - ooooooo! omg i never thought of that! omg yes can we really!?

G - well yeah, i just asked didnt i?

D - but im like shit at writting, i can only write from things that have like happened and stuff and im seriously struggling.

G - well why dont you try writting from the past? i looked at her confused. well you said you write from things that could happen, so you can write things that have happeneda while ago, like i know ive wanted to, so i was thinking we could write a song about our feelings before...we got together.

D - omg thats like a really good idea.

gemma got her wonderous notebook out and i grabbed the guitar and we started, as gemma calls it "spider of feelings and ideas" its a little thing she does to help her,she makes a spider diagram of things that the song could be about and lyrics that go into the song. gemma said this isnt going to be a rushed song to write this one is going to take time, she wants to do this one properly.

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this was just a small filler...

i wanted to asked all of you becuase i trust you... i have been writing alot of my own song lyrics and i was going to ask for your opinion.

so vote and comment if you want me to show you guys

love y'all!!