loving you was easy

chapter 64

Demi's POV

Tonight is the first results show if the first live shows of the xfactor UK. So obviously the past few days I have been forced to take off Gemma's hoodie. But the one thing that hasn't come off is my ring. Hell to the no if people think I'm tKin that off. Obviously the press has seen me wearing it and keep asking if we're together or not. Gemma hasn't been seen by no one in like a week so there expecting me to give them answers.

Also because gemma hasn't been seen, she obviously isn't here for our performance tonight. I didn't really expect her to turn up, why would she? I'm still keeping my hopes up that she will turn up, but you know I'm in London, she's in LA. Its not like she can quickly get in her car and drive here.

Simon and Cheryl have been trying to cheer me up. I missed simon, I haven't really seen him since I was on the xfactor USA,  and its an honour to work will Cheryl, I used to love girls aloud.

During the break I was getting ready for my performance, obviously without gemma. When Cheryl came over.

C- hey dems, you liking forward to performing in front of simon haha?

D- haha yeah,I mean ive done it before but that was ages ago, and can I just say, its an honour to work with you your such a talented woman.

C- an honour to work with me? Please its an hour to work with you! You're such an inspiration, not to mention the fact your dating my idol! Oh wow awkward,

D- uh um w-well actually I was dating your idol,

C- shit! I'm so sorry! It slipped my mind!

D- its okay really, but tonight I'm trying not to think about it even though me and her are supposed to be doing a duet tonight but she didn't come, obviously.

C- AW your song tonight was a collab with gemma? I nodded, well your a great performer I'm sure you'll kick ass out there!

D- thanks cher, it means a lot.

I was about to go on, I was stood behind the big moving doors that lead to the stage, I had my microphone in my hand and was ready to go on. I looked around and saw that gemma was still not here, well I guess I'm on my own for this one! I'll find another way to see gemma. I walked out and everyone cheered the music started i was supposed to sing in the second half of the song but because gemma isnt here i have to do all of it, i smiled at the audience and waited for my cue to sing.

I used to wanna be
Living like there's only me
But now I spend my time
Thinking 'bout a way to get you off my mind

I used to be so tough
Never really gave enough
And then you caught my eye
Giving me the feeling of a lightning strike

Look at me now, I'm falling
I can't even talk, still stuttering
This ground of mine keeps shaking
Oh oh oh, now!

All I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah
Is somebody to you
All I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah
Is somebody to you

Everybody's tryna be a billionaire
But every time I look at you I just don't care
'Cause all I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah
Is somebody to you

It was going well so far, I only got to get through the rest of the song, I saw the look on everyone's faces, they saw that its hard for me to do this. The next part was the past of the song that I am actually supposed to sing, I took a deep breathe and was about to continue but someone else's voice stopped me.