loving you was easy

chaptet 39

Demi's POV

Michelle came out crying slightly, I know her and gemma have never got on but it must be hard seeing your daughter like that, I would never want my child in this position. but will I ever have children, gemma said she doesn't want a child. but I love her so much and I will stay with her through anything but I've always wanted a child. but I have to stop thinking negative now, I'm going to be positive, everyone spoke to me outside, telling me to keep my chin up and be patient for gemma to wake up, and that's what I'm going to do.

everyone took their turns to go in and see gemma, only a few people are aloud in at a time. Katie went in with nessa, she didn't want Katie going in alone. they practically dragged me down to the food court for something to eat. they made me laugh a lot, they must have known how miserable I've been because they basically went out of their way to make me smile. I felt better than I had in weeks, but it would have been better if gemma was here, she loves to make people laugh.

when they were leaving they told me  they were staying at a hotel near by, they gave me their numbers if I needed anything or if anything happens with gemma. Katie was reluctant to leave but she knew she had to.

i walked back into the room and gemma was exactly the way I left her. she hadn't moved an inch. I sat back in my chair and leaned back and closed my eyes. thinking about when gemma wakes up.

* 1 1/2 months later *

gemma should have woken up 2 weeks ago and I'm getting anxious. when I wake up after every sleep hoping to wake up to her green eyes staring at me with her perfect smile. but it never happens. the cast on her arm is gone, they've taken her for x-rays and her ribs are are almost healed the breaks are like really small now, maybe 2 weeks and she'll be fine, well when she wakes up she'll be perfect.

I picked up my guitar and thought of a song I know that I could play. I thought of the perfect one, it means a lot to me and gemma loves it.

Give me love like her,

'Cause lately I've been waking up alone,

Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt,

Told you I'd let them go,

And that I'll fight my corner,

Maybe tonight I'll call ya,

After my blood turns into alcohol,

No, I just wanna hold ya.

Give a little time to me or burn this out,

We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,

All I want is the taste that your lips allow,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, give me love,

Give me love like never before,

'Cause lately I've been craving more,

And it's been a while but I still feel the same,

Maybe I should let you go,

You know I'll fight my corner,

And that tonight I'll call ya,

After my blood is drowning in alcohol,

No, I just wanna hold ya.

Give a little time to me or burn this out,

We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,

All I want is the taste that your lips allow,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

Give a little time to me or burn this out,

We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,

All I want is the taste that your lips allow,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love.

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover.

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,

OoooOooooo

yeah!

love me, love me, love me

give me love

give me love

give me love, love me

give me love

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

My, my, my, my, oh give me love.

I sang the whole song with my eyes closed or looking at the guitar. I let out a deep breathe. I sang that with passion, I was quite loud too. I sat there with my eyes closed, but they snapped open when I could a quiet craoky voice.

G - that was amazing