Pumped-Up Kicks 2

1.5

How to be a heartbreaker- Marina and the Diamonds

No Control- One Direction

Potential Break-up Song- Aly and AJ

I Want U Bad- R5

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Telly
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Ridley came not too long after that to pick up Moose. I would rather stay down here in SoCal for a little bit longer. I slouched on the couch in front of the tv feeling sorry for myself. How did I loose my beloved to a guitar, a lesbian, a complete poser and a colour. It was honestly the most bizarre thing that has ever happened.

I sighed while looking at my phone screen. Remie hadn't texted me like she said she would and Jase was watching Melly probably scratching all over his skin due to his allergies. I didn't even want to think about Logan. If what Remie said was true, then Jessa was probably kissing his face right now.

So what else do I do? Something I never thought I would in a million years. I drove to the campus of UCLA. I had to talk to Shai. Emmett wasn't here and wouldn't care. I stepped out of my car and weaving in and out of the college students that attended here. I found Shai's dorm and knocked twice. "Please be here." I prayed silently. She swung back the door slowly. "Telly?" Her hair was dyed blonde. Like a white blonde.

"Can I talk to you?" I side stepped her and walked into her room. By the looks of it I interrupted her getting ready for a party. I guess it was pretty stupid because it is Friday.

"What do you want this time? Here to cry over Jared again." She smirked in my face and ignored the urge to slap her.

"Have you ever loved someone so much and they're just pulling themselves away from you." I sat on her bed and slouched still feeling sorry for myself. She sighed and shut the door.

"Is this about that animal you brought home?" I nodded at her discription of
Mason. "Did he hurt you?"

"Why do you care anyway?" I sniffled.

"I don't. But I'm supposed to at least try. Whatever you did to make him hurt you, it was your fault."

"No it's his choice whether he wants to hang out with me or not. I have no control over that."

"Have I taught you nothing? You're so stupid. This is why Jared left you. Because you're too clingy. You have to have options."

"What?"

"No one wants a clingy bitch. This is also why you can't figure out what Logans problem is. He doesn't want someone who is always dependent and won't give him freedom. You have such low self esteem. This is also why you gave up your virginity when you were only 14."

"Fuck you. I came here because I needed help not for me to kiss your ass." I shouted back at her.

"No one told you to spread your legs for Logan. And now look at what's happened. Where is he when you need him? He's fucking some other bitch instead of you."

"I don't have low self esteem. I came here to rant, not hear my life choices as if it were a bad thing. The only bad thing in this world is you. Because you won't make anything of yourself. You won't ever find love and settle down. You have no future."

"If you really think that I give so much of a damn about the future than you're more of a dumbass than I thought." She crossed her arms over her chest in disapproval. "I'm done here. Get out of my sight." She flicked her wrist to dismiss me.

"This was a complete waste of time." She disappeared into her closet finding something to wear. "Have fun at the stupid fucking party." I got up and started for the door.