Pumped-Up Kicks 2

0.4

Voodoo Doll- 5SOS

Jealous- Nick Jonas

I'm Not The Only One- Sam Smith

Heart Made Up On You- The Lemons a.k.a R5

Disclaimer: I was really hype abt this chp. Enjoy!
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Telly
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Time stopped when I came home from our little sit down at Starbucks. I opened the door only to find a trail. Of tissues. They were stained red. Logan. I followed them all the way to his new bedroom which was Emmett's old room. "Logan. Logan I'm home can I come in." I knocked lightly in case he didn't want me. It sounded like something was thrown at the door. I took that as a yes because it seemed like he threw everything to agree if he didn't feel like talking. I swung the door back carefully and took it all in. He sat on his bed surrounded by tissues and tissues and more tissues. His cheeks were red and wet. His large hand rubbed up and down Melly's back accepting her comfort. Her front paws were wrapped around his neck in a cute way I guess.

"Logan tell me what happened." I walked over to where he was but didn't join him on his bed. If I did he would run away from me taking Melly and I would be alone.

"You were gone for a long time so I thought you weren't coming back. I thought that even you were fed up and left. Everyone leaves me." He started crying harder and his other hand tightened around a clear bottle. More alcohol. Just great.

"Did Emma give you that?" I pointed to it in his hand. It was half full. He nodded. "Did you drink any?"

"What the fuck does it look like? Yes I drank it because I need it."

"Logan I have to take it away from you." I spoke to him like a child because he wouldn't listen any other way. "If I don't you'll keep hurting yourself and I don't like it." His arms were on display again and a new round of cuts slowed its bleeding. "It makes me sad to see you like this." I reached for the bottle and took it from him.

"You don't have to be sad Telly. You don't have to be upset. You don't need any help. There isn't anything wrong with you. You can leave and go places without a babysitter. You can enjoy life. I don't have that luxury. You took it away from me." He started yelling at me.

"I only did that because I'm worried about you."

"Yeah I'm sure that's the reason." He rolled his eyes. "I'm damn sure that the only reason you aren't letting me do anything is because you know that Ill just run away with Emma and you can't stand it. " He shouted again. "I know that you don't want her around me."

"She's a bad influence on you. I'm worried about you. Do you really think I'm just gonna sit back and let you destroy yourself and I wouldn't be worried. Logan I care about you so much. I'm not gonna back down. And I'm glad that you know that I don't like Emma. I fucking glad. I'm not gonna deny the fact that I'm jealous and I can't stand her. She can suck my ass. But Logan I am as sure as hell not gonna let her do this to you." I yelled back and Melly scurried out if the room as Logan stood up quickly towering over me. His chest rose up and down quickly and he got really close to me. "I won't watch you slowly kill yourself."

"Why do you even care? We're all gonna die anyway. Why do you care. Once I'm gone you can back to your life. You won't have to pity me. You won't have to worry about me any longer because I won't be here. Maybe I should move in with Emma."

"Move in with Emma my ass. There is no way in hell that's happening. I forbid you from it. As long as I'm alive there isn't anyway that is happening. I care too damn much because you surely will be dead the second you step foot across that threshold." He pushed himself closer to me and breathed even heavier. "You can try but I won't let you."