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Disclaimer: Im not even sure if this chapter will be funny or not. I put the hehe above for kicks.
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Logan (oh hehe indeed)
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I watched Jase slam the front door behind him. It didn't seem like a possibility that Telly was raped by Jess. She would've told me right away, wouldn't she? I didn't want to believe Jase because he was a dumbass who still doesn't know that Remie wears eye contacts. But then again, why would Jase lie about something so serious?

He wouldn't have any reason to. It's not like he was getting something out of this for lying. I rubbed my hands on my knees and walked back towards Telly. "Was that Jase?" I nodded and closed the door again. "What does he want?"

"He just wanted to talk to you. See how you're feeling." I started. It wasn't going to be easy for her to confess or slip on this one.

"I feel fine. Why. Is he okay?"

"Oh yeah he's fine. He's worried about you."

"Why?"

"Telly," I took a seat in my desk chair across from her on my bed. She sat Indian style with her hands folded neatly in her lap. "Jase told me what had happened between you and Jessa."

"Oh." She let out a stifled breath and nodded and looked down, suddenly becoming interested with my comforter.

"Are you okay?" I rested my hand next to her small thigh sitting next to her. "Because if you're not, I will not stop until you are." She nodded again.

"Honestly Logan. I don't know." She shook her head and started crying. "I don't know. I don't know." She repeated. "I'm so tired of not knowing." She started to full on sob and then leaned into my chest. I rubbed up and down her back while lightly kissing her temples.

"What don't you know?"

"I don't know what I wanna do with myself." Telly hiccuped between her words trying to get herself together.

"I know exactly what you should do."

"You do?" She looked up at me practically pleading with me to help her.

"Mmm hmm." I nodded and wrapped an arm around her shoulder bringing her closer to me. "You know it too." My thumb traced over her bottom lip and it took everything in me to not finish what we started.

Her lip quivered underneath of my finger. "What's going on between you and Jess?" She whispered totally taking me aback. Telly wasn't ever this blunt and usually held her tongue. Obviously she wanted an answer.

"I don't know." I shook my head being honest. I really didn't know what was happening. Telly wasn't dumb and even if I tried to lie she would get to the bottom of it.

"Maybe you should get that clarified before you try to go back to me." I was shocked that she had the balls to say that to my face. I blinked at her completely and utterly stunned. She bit her lip and cocked an eyebrow. I stared at her with my jaw dropped like a fucking dumbass.

"Wh-What are you saying Telly?"

"You know exactly what I'm saying. Logan, don't get me wrong. I love you with everything I have and I want nothing more for us to just work out finally. But I don't want to be with you if you don't know where you and Jess stand."

"You know I don't have any feelings for her."

"Do I? Do I really? Because its so funny, just the other day you and her were very much together. And now that Mason and I are over, you just swooped in and left her in the dust like she meant nothing to you." She took a breath before continuing. "You can't just walk all over people. We have feelings."

"What do you care about how Jess feels. She fucking raped you." I stood up and paced and watched her cringe. "She took your dignity away from you because she is an evil spirit that wants to see everyone and everything in her way suffer. Why do you care if she is in pieces."

"I don't!" She stood up defending her argument. "But that doesn't mean that you can be a total asshole to her. If there's one thing that I know it's that Jess and I are alike. She may be smarter and more beautiful than I am but that doesn't mean that she is immune to your cruel antics. If anything, she won't back down. Jessa won't stop until she wins. She fights fire with fire. I envy her for that."

"Is that the only thing you envy her for?" I smirked and jammed my hands in my pockets.

She closed her eyes and took a deep breath before plastering on an equally devilish grin. "I'm not going to play your fucking mind games right now." She said between gritted teeth. "Jessa may be a bad person, but so are you Logan Lerman." She crossed her arms over her chest.

"Yeah I know that Telly. You don't have to remind me that I deserve to burn in the depths of hell."

"I'm not reminding you. Everyone deserves to burn in hell for all of their evil ways. But in spite of it all, I think that people are good at heart. Even you."

"No. I'm the most fucked up of them all."

"I really don't buy that you're a bad guy. I think that you are hiding behind a façade because you are afraid to let your true feelings out."

I shrugged.

"Call me when you get your shit together okay?"

She'll be waiting for a long time then.

(OMG FREAKS HELLO! I MISS ALL YOU SEXY PEOPLE. I had bad writers block for this and I also had 37193917 assignments to do. Also I had fuckboys to deal with and I don't have time for them. Anyway I hope you liked it. Love you guys.xxx.)

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