Pumped-Up Kicks 2

3.8

Logan (oh hey kid)
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My head was resting in my hands as Remie and Jase hounded with me questions. "Why would you let her drive alone while she was drunk?" Remie scolded me for being so stupid.

"Because she was fine all the other times." Honestly I really couldn't decipher what was going on. I knew I was in a waiting room in a hospital but my head was literally swimming in wine and I already started to feel a headache.

"What were you guys fighting about?"

"Telly." I rubbed my eyes and rocked back and forth in my chair. They both scoffed in unison. Remie crossed her arms over her chest and Jase ruffled his hair.

"You can't be serious." Jase rolled his eyes.

"What?"

"Logan. I know you are drunk right now so I will make this as easy as possible." Remie kneeled in front of me and took my hands in hers. "Never talk about Telly around Jess from now on okay?"

"Why?"

"Because well, Jess is a girl and she knows that she is better for you than Telly is."

I refused to believe that Telly was terrible. I love her. And when someone really loves another, they can overlook all of their quirks and flaws. "No she isn't."

"Did Jessa break your heart?"

"Well no."

"Exactly. Jess won't hurt you but I still want you and Telly to be together. I've already seen you're future. But regardless that's why. Jess knows she's better than you and she feels bad because A: she's lonely and B: you love someone else even if you did the nasty nasty with her."

"Logan we think that you need to be away for a while." Jase got to the point. "Just until this whole misfortunate event blows over."

"Where will I go?"

"I have connections with some people in New York." Remie offered and literally blew my mind. "It'll only be for a few weeks. Maybe if this whole thing takes longer then you can't come back until school starts for us again... for the last time."

"I can't just disappear for that long. Especially not after what has happened here. I can't leave without saying goodbye or knowing  that everyone will be okay." I shook my head. "I can't go to some remote place that I've never been to before. Are you two batshit crazy?"

"Manhattan isn't a remote place. It is a very lively city full of people. We just need Jess to recover from this accident safely and we think its best for her if you weren't around while it happened."

"Safely? You guys think I'm dangerous?" I furrowed my eyebrows clearly confused at this. Why would they send me away? I'm not a danger to anyone. I'm not a sadist and wouldn't inflict pain on anyone intentionally. "You think that I would hurt her even more."

"Logan this happened because you two were drunk and fighting."

"It's called an accident! It's not like I physically injured her. You can't blame me for this happening. I didn't do anything. Jess is one of the only friends I have. You think I wanted this to happen?"

"If you two weren't fighting none of this would've happened. She wouldn't have had a reason to leave and if she never left, Jessa wouldn't be in the hospital bed now would she?" Jase snapped on me. "It's always you Logan! You always were the one to cause pain on everyone! Logan Lerman is just a worthless,no good, piece of shit that ruins everything! Remie doesn't have a brother anymore because of you. Telly isn't healthy anymore because of you. My goddamn sister nearly died because of you. You can never get your shit together and I have had it! I don't care where you go but it better be a hell of a long ways away. I honestly don't know how far away you have to go until I will ever have the satisfaction of you not fucking up all of our lives. You could crawl to the very ends of the earth and that still wouldn't be enough for me. Go to bloody hell you sick, cruel, bastard!"

"Stop yelling at me!" I clasped my hands over my ears and started crying because I knew that everything Jase was saying was true about me.

"Jason that's enough!" I peeked through my eyes and I have never been so relieved to see her.

(hey kids. so like I said earlier I would update 2 more chapters and this happens  2nd one so I have reached my goal today. I am actually tired for once so I think maybe ill go to sleep. goodnight my loves. ily.xxx.)