Pumped-Up Kicks 2

3.5

Smile- R5

Drunk-Ed Sheeran

Last Night- The Vamps (bruh)

Let It Go- The Neighbourhood

Robbers- The 1975

Disclaimer: these songs have absolutely no direct correlation to the chapter. I was just bored. Enjoy.
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Telly (lovely)
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I woke up with a smile on my face instead of puking. That's how I knew that I was getting better. My phone rang on the bedside table vibrating violently. I picked it up and squinted before rubbing the sleep gook out of my eyes. I pressed the phone to my ear. "Hullo?" I said groggily before stretching and yawning.

"Hey its me." Logan's voice flooded my ears and I had to fight the urge to end the call and throw my phone out the window. "I uh- need something."

"Just like you needed Jess last night."

"Who told you?" He sounded frantic and slightly embarrassed that someone had known his dirty little secret.

"Um, you did. Just now." Then he swore. "Logan I really don't want to talk right now. So can you please make this as painless as possible."

"I just needed some aspirin. I went to get some from the store but then I left my wallet home so can I please just get some." He rushed out sounding hopeful. I sighed and swung my legs out of my bed and walked into the kitchen to grab some for him. I seriously hoped that when I needed something he would be able to pull through. "Can you open the door?"

"It's open." I took my phone from between my shoulder and neck and pushed it in my waistband. The front door opened and closed as Logan let himself in. "I'm in here." I twisted the lid open and dumped out a handful of the tiny green capsules.

"Thank you." When I looked at him, his eyes were bloodshot and he reeked of beer.

"Are you still drunk."

"No I just have a hell of a hangover." He blinked and tried rubbing the redness out of his beautiful baby blues but there was no such luck. He stared at me for longer than a beat and I shifted awkwardly. "I love you."

"You've said that." I rolled my eyes and handed him the damn pills. Although, I wasn't sick and puking, I just really wanted to go back to sleep. Logan looked at me with hurt clear in his eyes and I wanted nothing more than to make his sadness and pain go away. But I'm the one who caused it.

"What happened to you?" He pocketed the pills and placed his hands on my hips, hoisting me up on the island counter. He stood in between my legs and placed an arm on either side of me. I didn't look at him and just shook my head.

"Logan let me down."

"No. Not until I find out exactly what the hell is going on inside. You can't just shut everyone out like this and then get mad when we don't pay you any attention. This isn't you. I know its not you and you aren't going through a phase. I don't want to see your ribs through your shirt. Are you eating?"

I couldn't speak so I just nodded and bit my lip. "When was the last time you ate?" He sighed out and rose an eyebrow.

"Uh, when Rem took me out for lunch on Jared's birthday."

"That was a week ago Telly."

"I am aware of the days. But here's a thought. I can't eat when I know that deep down inside you couldn't give so much of a damn about me. I can't eat when I know you can't wait until I die of alcohol poisoning so I won't be in the way of you and Jess anymore. It makes me sick Logan so no matter what I would eat would come back up."