Pumped-Up Kicks 2

5.0

Logan (holy...)

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"Hullo?"

"How are you?" I asked and cringed because she knew that I was one to never really care but because I'm a complete dickhead I guess I would have to check up on her.

"Oh, so we're talking now?" She sound appauled on the other side of the phone as if I was the last person on earth she wanted to talk to right now.

"Are you gonna be like this the whole time Jess?"

"Well I'm just waiting for an apology. So any day now Logan."

"Apologize for what? I told you how I feel but you refuse to listen."

"You keep giving me subliminal messages."

"Yeah, but that obviously didn't stop you from sucking my dick." I smirked and listened to her horrorfied gasp. "What's wrong doll? Does the cat have your tongue?"

"Shouldn't you be on a plane or something?"

"No. I decided that I couldn't leave here with Telly without saying something to you first. Plus I wanted to see you." I admitted sheepishly which wasn't a lie to be honest. Jessa had put up a wall between us and I wanted to take a sludge hammer and bring the damn thing down. "I care about you Jess."

"Bullshit. You obviously don't care about my feelings." She snorted and I felt like she shot multiple arrows from a crossbow and they all impaled my chest at different angles.

"That's not true. Don't say that."

"Why not? Because it's what Telly said?"

"How do you know about- Remie." The girl can't keep her damn mouth shut for the life of her. She is always craving a story to listen to and somehow pass along the way.

"She's a loyal friend, unlike you Logan." I could practically hear her eye roll armed with the malice laced within her words. 

"Wow. I never thought I'd see the day when Jessamine Wills would insult me without using profanity." I ran my tongue against the inside of my mouth and smiled because she made me so happy.

"I can if you want me to."

"No, I've been called a dickhead too many times. Thanks for the offer though."

"Yeah, once again, from Telly." 

"My, my. You seem to be talking an awful lot about Telly. I'm afraid her ears are ringing by now. Tell me Jessa, is it possible that you miss her even the slightest?" 

"Why would I miss an anorexic ass wipe with borderline depression and a drinking problem? Have you lost your mind?" 

"Hey," I warned her, "Dont talk about Telly like that." 

"Why? Because it's mean. Well, it's the truth Logan and I speak nothing but the truth. That girl is a walking time bomb and I'm afraid that if you press the right buttons she will explode. And who cares if its mean? I was in the hospital because of her and not once did she visit me." 

"Actually Jess, you were in the hospital because of your own selfishness. I've already told you how I feel about Telly and about you. I'm in love with her, so I'm sorry you can't handle that." 

She giggled menacingly. "That's not what Rem said."

"Look, I don't give a rats ass what Remie said to you. I'm here to change things. I didn't mean what I had told Telly, I was angry." 

"Why are you telling me this when you should be in Manhattan with her begging on your knees for her forgiveness and you better hope that she grants you mercy. Do you know how bad this makes you look? And do you know what she's capable of." 

"Well, no but she's never done anything to spite me before." 

"So what makes you think that she won't start now?"

"Because she had a good heart. Yeah, she may hate me with everything she's got but there is no doubt that at the end of the day she loves me more than anything. So whatever she does, she couldn't live with it if it really hurt me." 

"She lived with sleeping with Jase. She lived with dating Moose and Jared."

"Well yeah, but I deserved it. And I guess she deserved it too." 

"Jesus, stop making so many excuses! I'm trying to tell you something and quite frankly, you aren't listening and you're way to blind to see whats really going on."

"No Jess, you're not listening. Its a shame because you're such a smart girl and all of that intelligence is going to waste because of your extreme jealousy. I see everything that is going on and I'm sorry because you don't see how this makes you look." I smiled mischieviously hoping that what I would say next would make her shut the hell up.

"Enlighten me Logan. How does this make me look?"

"It makes you look like you have low self esteem, because you continue to sleep with a guy that you know will never love you. Not only does it make you look insecure, but it makes you look like a slut because you know that this guy has strong feelings for someone who is supposed to be your friend and it makes you look jealous and no one wants to be jealous, am I right?"

"I'm not jealous." She said barely above a whisper and that's when I had her. Nothing that Jessa could say would change anything. "Why would I be jealous of Telly?"

"Because she has my heart and you don't and there's nothing you can do to change that. It drives you crazy and that's why you keep trying to bring Telly down."

"Whatever. I have to go."

"Why, so you can sulk?" I smirked.

"No. I'm in California."

(Hiya kids! I'm super hype for no reason but i hope all is well for you cuties.xxx.)