Pumped-Up Kicks 2

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#icanteven- The Neighbourhood (this is a legit song)

Tiffany Blews- Fall Out Boy (OH BABY YOU'RE A CLASSIC)

When I Was Your Man- Bruno Mars (oh so sad tear tear cry sob)

Oh Cecilia- The Vamps feat. Shawn Mendes (bruhh this is my jamm)

It was a weird week...- GU2MOM (can we plzz pretend to be jamming to Moose's beautiful vocals?? PLZZ?)
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Logan (finally)
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I was at my own house finally when there was a knock on the door. I got up from where I was and open it revealing an even shorter Telly. "Hey Shorty. What's up?" I let her in fully and shut the door leaving the wet heat outside.

"It's a little lonely in the penthouse now that you're gone." She admitted and sat on the couch seeming exhausted. "How's life?"

"Life's a bitch." I shrugged and jammed my hands in my pockets. Surprisingly unlike last time we were together, her phone was out of sight and couldn't be heard for miles. I hoped that was a good thing because I really missed her. "I guess it's a little lonely without you too."

"I'm glad to see you back on your feet. That makes me happy."

"Remie told me that she told you about those confessions." She cringed. "How are you feeling?"

"A lot better actually. We made up." She nodded triumphantly and I finally decided that it was okay for me to sit next to her. "You know what I just realized?"

"What?"

"After all these years, you never told me much about yourself except for your favourites. Why is that?"

"Because I'm not proud of who I am. And what I've done to you." I laced our fingers together and sighed. She inhaled sharply as if she was uncomfortable. "Is something wrong?"

"No. I'm okay. Why aren't you proud?"

"Because the past defines your future."

"Not really."

"Yeah it does. Think about it with our past. The past few times you came over we always ended up kissing. And you're here now. So we might end up kissing."

"But that's not gonna happen this time." She shook her head slightly trying to get some message across.

"It's kinda impossible for it not to happen when that's all I wanna do right now. And I know you do too." She looked down to her lap and swallowed hard. Whatever Telly had to say, she was battling herself in telling me.

"No Logan we can't."

"Why not?"

"Because-"

"Because of what?"

"Emma."

"Emma? Since when do you care about her?"

"I don't. But I know that you do. Everywhere I go I always see you and her together. Why is that? Why are you trying to make me feel as if I need to compete."

"I didn't know you felt like that." I was half speechless not knowing what else to say. Or what else to do. "I'm not trying to make you feel that way." I shook my head trying to rid her of that bullshit idea.

"But you are."

"But I'm not."

"But you are." She finally looked at me confusion and exhaustion mixed behind her eyes. "You are though. And I don't know what to do." I rested my hand on her thigh making her tense up again.