Harrys POV

I swapped bunks with Niall to protect Alex whether she knew that or not. Maybe she felt more intimidated now, knowing i would be sleeping under her bed, but at-least now i knew i wouldn't try things with her while she was sleeping. She was too innocent for Niall. She was too innocent for all of us.

"Your awfully quiet"Louis points out and i shrug. I catch Alex look up at me. Alex. I preferred Calling her Alexandra. I felt like i had more power that way.

"I could say that same" i point out. Louis was flaked out on the couch texting, sending voice messages, replying to tweets. I didn't do any of that shit. I wasn't like that.

I thought back to me helping Alexandra with her luggage yesterday. I get angry at myself. I never usually help girls. So why was i helping her? I had known she existed for a week and couldn't get her out of my head. And then she gets the job as PA! Unbelievable, just my luck. I felt like i had to be nice to her. I don't know what it was about her. Her aura as i already mentioned. She had a vibe. A positive one, she was always there to help anyone and everyone no matter who you were.

I decided to fuck that mentality and go back to ny old one. Dickhead Harry.

"Whats grandad up to Alexandra" i smirk. She looks me up and down.

"Whats it to you?" She asks cheekily. Fuck me she would get it from me for that attitude.

"Its actually everything to me sweetheart. Us and grandad go way back" i smirk

"Yeah?" She says curiously.

I nod

"Harry don't" Zayn warns.

"Don't what?" She asks curiously.

"Your grandad bought us alcohol before" i smirk

"So?" She says shaking her head.

"We were underage at the time"

"Okay big deal. He gets me drink all the time"

"First of all, thats illegal. Second of all thats not the point of my story."

"Okay.. then what is the point?"

"Watch the attitude" i say with smirk

"He did something" i add

"Harry" Niall demands. Louis covers his face in his hands.

"He did what Harry?" She says now, fear was prominent in her face.

"I like when you call me by name" i smirk and she shakes her head

"Fuck off with the flirting for a moment and tell me what the fuck your on about"

"Your grandad had a drink too" i add

She looks at me with a blank face as if she was unfazed.

"He had sex with Jen" i say finally.

Her face drops. First of all who's Jen, she thought.

"Jen?" She asks quickly.

"Jen is Jolies mum. Rads ex-wife. They actually had a three way. Louis,Jen and John. God it was refreshing to hear Louis moan alongside a 40 something year old woman. We all thought he was gay before that"I smirk

Alex's heart drops. Her innocent grandad, caught up in a three way with his bosses wife and a member of the band.

"Its all adding up" she mumbles

"Louis and Jolie were supposed to have sex for the first time together that night, but he got off with her mum" Zayn says quietly

"So thats why you and Jolie broke up and she said you guys never fucked around. You fucked her mom right before you planned to fuck her. Now she fucks Liam" her head was spinning. She wasn't even working with this band a week yet and she was getting tremendous amounts of stories.

Louis nods. That wasn't even the whole story.

She sits there pondering her thoughts. I watch her check the time. 9.10am.

And now i felt shit. Shit for telling her. Shit for worrying her. Shit for making her feel shit. Just shit. I was a shitty person.

"Im gonna .. take a rest in the bunks.. ill see you guys in awhile" she says softly. I looked at her blonde to brown curls.

"We're making a stop at 10 am to get breakfast, if your not awake do you want us to get you something" Louis asks sincerely.

She nods.

"Okay. Have a good rest Alex"


"What the fuck Harry? Jolie told us not to tell her!" Niall spat angrily.

I put my head in my hands. I couldn't listen to him boss me about.

"Niall fuck off telling me what i should and shouldn't have done. Im the lead singer,im the boss"

"Thats only cause you have issues Harry. Real bad ones" he sighs and i shake my head.

I needed to go to Alex. I needed to go and make things better. For once i felt the need to console someone after telling them the truth. That was a change for me. A change her aura brought

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