When i fall in love (COMPLETED)

Chapter 11

Nagpalit muna ako ng damit na pinadala ni nanay sa driver.Bago bumalik sa kwarto ni Travis. Umupo ako sa upuan sa gilid ng kama.

Nakakatulala pagmasdan si Travis...

Nagbukas ako ng radio, para hindi mainip, sakto naman yung kanta. One of my favorite.

Everybody needs inspiration...
Everybody needs a song...
A beautiful melody...
When the night's so long

Just like miley's song...

Someone really needs someone as well...

So they can share happiness, sadness or even share a joyful day and lonely days having each other.

Just like this time of my life.

When Travis really needs me, i am here without even asking anything in return.

But there is no guarantee
That this life is easy...

I remember the day we've met each other. I think mga 5 years old pa lang kami noon.

Dahil sa sobrang pang-aasar niya...

Kinagat ko ang ilong niya. Tapos noon nagalit siya sa akin.

My mother got really mad at me, i was trying to apologize everyday.

Kahit na hindi ako sigurado kung papansinin niya ba ako o hindi... o kaya naman papayag na siyang makipagbati o hindi.

But when i got tired of chasing after him, he sat down on my favorite bench and he point his nose na may benda pa, then after that we laugh really hard.. para nga kaming baliw eh, ewan kung bakit kami nagtawanan nalang... then we both swear na hindi na namin sasaktan ang isa't-isa. That's the reason we became best friend.

Yeah when my world is falling apart
When there's no light to break up the dark...
That's when i, i, i look at you..

When the waves are flooding the shore and i can't find my way home anymore...
That's when i, i , i look at you...

Sometimes we ask for questions and when we cannot find the answer..we still asked for it. Ganoon tayo kakulit.

One thing i learned, is that the answers that we seek for.. is just surrounding us.

I asked my self why i am falling for Travis... And when i look at him... i still don't know the answer.

But this feeling i have right now, is not so right.... i am not ready for this kind of feeling... i am scared... really scared... i want to start over and just don't mind this feeling i have for Travis.

And i just want to..

Forget my feelings for Travis.

'Coz this feeling i have in my heart is poisonous... very... very... poisonous. It can kill me or even the person we love.

Pero hinalikan niya ako, does that mean na may nararamdaman din siya para sa akin? Pero we are best friends...

Kailangan ko ng itigil ito, kaya ko pa naman siguro pigilan 'to. For the sake of our friendship.... Natatakot ako masayang lahat ng pinagsamahan namin.

Nagising ako sa sinag ng araw, nakahiga na ako sa kama, anyare??! Pag tingin ko sa labas... umaga na pala. Teka, umaga na?!?!

"Late na ako sa school!" Napabalikwas ako ng tayo, at agad hinanap yung mga gamit ko.

Tinignan ko ang wall clock ni Travis... 1:20pm.

Bakit hindi niya ako ginising?

Napatingin ako sa banyo sakto naman bumukas ito. Sobrang laki ng mata ko...Nakita ko si Travis na palabas pa lang ng banyo at nakatakip lang ng tuwalya ang ibabang part ng katawan.