Her Obsession✓

part 34

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I wokeup with the continuous ringing of my alarm.. yawning I sat up and picked my phone kissing the lockscreen..

7 days it's been 7 days she wasn't here with me it's been 7 days I didn't see her face neither I heard her voice.. well no I didn't have any right to call her she needs break from all the happenings..

I did call ishi mom and reminded her everyday about Nandini's medicines

Why did I mess everything that night?

No no I wouldn't going to justify my actions because I did cheat her and called her with bad names!! I wasn't even drunk that time I said all things in my concious state.. why did I break her so much? That it was hurting me now!!

I don't deserve her.. she deserves someone better someone who will cherish her and love her not like me?

I will divorce her if that's what she wants I will free her from our relationship..

'how about you? Can you live without her' my heart asked me..

'Yes I will live with all the all the memories I have of us.. I can live without her because I am not selfish to force her for our unwanted relationship' I answered my heart back..

'what about your nightmares? If you leave her then who will going to hug you in the middle of the night to calm you down?' My heart's interrogation has just started..

'I don't want to destroy her life for my nightmares I will handle myself alone and I am not scared of my nightmares anymore because they didn't scare me as I knew that was the harsh reality I am a bad father that couldn't save my own baby and not to forgot a worst friend and husband'

I got up and went to take a shower..

I destroyed my life with my own hands..
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Nan's pov..

I stared out of the window hugging my knees close to me.. why my life was so messed up?

I broke naina and manik's marriage that's why God punished me by snatching my little love my baby?

Why ayyiappa? Why did you do this to me? I wanted to play with my little love I wanted to held little fingers of my baby.. you gave me happiness then everything was destroyed in a blink..you took everything away..I just couldn't take this pain anymore..

Hearing a knock on the door I hastily wiped my tears and nodded it was mom..

"Nandini you okay? You didn't even come for breakfast today" she asked sitting beside me..

"I am fine" I answered my eyes fixated out of the window..

Today's weather wasn't good it was all gloomy it's like the sky was upset and sun was too lazy to shower the beautiful light..

"You didn't seems like" she said and I stared at her..

"What happen baccha?" Her palms cupped my cheeks..

"Nothing mom" answering I laid down keeping my head on her lap and placed her hand on my head as if indicating her to caress my hair..
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3 more days later..

"What is this manik? Where is your attention huh? Fir God sake you are the CEO and you aren't doing your work nicely" dad shouted angrily while I looked down..