It's okay to not be okay.
Such a fucking
cliche.
So why
do I not believe in it
for me?
I give people so much grace,
why not myself?
I can only love
as I love,
the rest is up
to you.
But,
I hope the reason why
you won't reach out
isn't because
of drugs.
But,
maybe we are growing apart.
I want to be okay
with it.
But,
I don't think I am.
Lastly,
I must remind myself:
the ones who truly love me
will stay.
I am not
flawless,
but I sure as hell
am pretty
wonderful.
