Dear Spencer,

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Okay so maybe
this jalapeño pineapple margarita
is hitting me
a little bit.
And I am a little buzzed.
So it makes it easier to be
truthful.
I know my worth and I need 120%
Not just 99%.
But it's okay that you're not
ready.
It's okay that you're not
grown, yet.
Because a year ago,
I was there.
I understand, I really do.
I do wish that you were sitting here
still to play with
my hair though.
Thank you for being honest, as that is all I want.
Part of me wants to ask you still to come and hold me and
fuck me.
But I have to be
a grownup.
Friends?

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