This hurts
and hurts.
It hurts way more than it should.
You've laid your hands on the earth,
and have ruptured the ground
until there is
nothing
but an ocean between us.
I get that he is your best friend,
but you are my friend as well.
And I need you.
I need to hear your voice
and release
my despair.
I need your comfort
and words of wisdom.
But I guess it's too much for you,
torn between two entities.
And he was first,
I understand it.
I just thought you loved me too.
Maybe I am meant for perpetual solitude.
I know
it's for the best,
if I want to save this
fractured trust.
But oh god,
it fucking
hurts.
