Now you know.
A secret that
I felt pressing against the walls
of my mind
night after night.
I cannot pretend that it's nothing.
Because you
felt the shift in the universe.
You called us lovers,
and yes I like him
I care about him.
There are things this body wants.
But I only love you.
I am glad you hold me accountable because I want to be reckless and I want to act out,
because in my twisted mind
if I act horrible enough then you'll leave like everyone else proving
myself right.
But I know that's not healthy, and I know you won't leave me.
And you bring me back to earth.
I never needed someone like
I need you.
I love you.
