Only for Myself

45 Rainbows, yet so much more

I'm sorry if
I'm too much.
I realize that
Maybe I went off the rails
that night.
I looked back and thought
Who am I?
When I said give me attention,
It was really code for
I need to talk but also
Don't feel obligated because
You shouldn't. You really
Shouldn't.
My blabbering under the guise of having a good time doesn't give me
The right.
My expectations shouldn't be sky high after
everything I know but one can still
Hope.