I'm sorry,
I wish that I could
take all your pain
away.
I wish that this life was kinder to
you.
I wish that you had the love that I
do.
But it's a lot,
it's so much.
I don't know how to help, except to listen and even that feels
useless.
Every time we talk it's like I get
the wind knocked out of me.
And it brings me back.
And I became so tired of being a
numb,
impenetrable, brick
wall.
I decided it was better to feel everything in its entirety, than nothing
at all.
But even I can only take so much.
