Only for Myself

This Green Drop of Love

I've felt this visceral and literal weight
On my chest, upon
My heart
Since February.
My mind screams to let go, that I must
Heal.
But I think my heart
Refuses.
I'm not angry nor hurt anymore.
However, I am still holding on to this green drop of
Love.
I'm okay with holding on to that because the love I have for you is still real.
Yes we will move on or maybe find one another again.
I prefer the latter. But until then I will make do with this green drop of
Love.