No I don't mean
physically.
Because I'm a 10/10 every damn
day. And
today I finally showed some
skin, and felt
ethereal.
I mean the type of ugly that is
unhappiness and
stress and
loneliness.
Today I felt ugly,
the slightest bit of
tar on my
heart.
It's hard because every day (for me) is golden sunshine.
So the bad days hit like a tornado that sucks up all the
good and light and fairy dust that I give to others.
I'm still a little ugly today.
But love and friendship and laughs untangle my twisted mind.
Tomorrow will be better.
