12:05 am
I'm talking with Nikki and like I know I said I would go to sleep but I really can't... my mind simply won't turn off and Lance is being mean and grumpy. Soooo I am searching for a manga to read until I get tired. I forgot to write yesterday's entry but... oh well?.... I don't think there was much? I was just in a very good mood.... anyway una go back to reading!
12:20 am
Ok I'm tired now, I'm gonna head to bed, goodnight!
4:50 am
WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING UP?!?!?! I don't understand ;-; someone help....
7:20 am
Fucking hell... I only got an extra 30min of sleep before the stupid alarm went offffff... oh well... have to go shower now...
8:50 am
I got another orange juice but my stomach is hurting from yesterday's big lunch...
12:40 pm
Ewww this old man was flirting with meeeeee... this is the down side of not passing as a male... he called me fucking pretty... like no bitch get the fuck away... but I am not a mean person so Lance took over 0-0
1:10 pm
Sooo... Lance took care of that... but HE FUCKING TOUCHED MY HAND! I was handing his change back but he grabbed my wrist! I was politely asking him to let go but the fucker wouldn't!!!! So I called out to my manager and he came to deal with him. He is my work dad and I love him so much!
2:05 pm
I was not expecting thisssss, I am honestly speechless. No one even saw it coming! ;-; I can't even write out what I am feeling right now! I want to cry but I am still at work so I can't do that until I get home.
5:00pm
I made it home, I was talking on discord for a while but everyone was still shocked about the news. My parents aren't home so I can cry without anyone judging me. I just let everything I was holding back, out.
11:00 pm
A lot has happened today, I was annoying Lance for a while and it was funny. I love how he is my protector but acts more like a big brother or a significant other. I won't lie. If he were his own person outside of my body, I would want him to be mine and mine alone. My mom yelled at us because we were on the laptop but thanks to blankets we can hide with my phone! I think this is all, I have a really hard time keeping up with this but I will try to get better!
