8:28pm
Sometimes I have thoughts of killing people, it's not ok, I know that, but I can't help it, just the thought of it brings adrenaline to my mind, I see the different ways it can happen, what I can use in my surroundings, people talk to me about killing themselves and I just say to do it and get it over with, they think they've lived their life, well ok then, go for it, you're done, it's not ok, but it gets annoying when it's the same thing over and over and then they tell me to say something, well I did, but you didn't take it seriously soooo can't help you there
