11:00pm
My days been... eventful, I bought walkie talkies and gave one to my little sister and she's been non stop using it, she told my mom that she gave the other walkie to the front door neighbor and her son JJ was the one who had it, so my name is JJ now guys, honestly I'm getting tired of everything, my mom called me back because apparently there was some people coming over and she wanted to keep the "perfect family" image up for as long as she could.
We're not a perfect family, we're a family where apparently abusing ones own child is okay and then pretending like nothing happened is okay too but whatever right? Disregard the victim it's fine
I've spent my day on the road, I've just been driving and thinking and honestly that isn't ok because I had intrusive and homicidal thoughts at one point but thanks to Dani I was able to calm down.
I might have an STD because there's a weird lump that is itchy and hurts in between my legs, thing is, I'm in fûcking AMeRiCa where shit costs you an arm and a leg if you don't have health insurance -.- I also have to open a new bank acct so my parents can't get money out of me anymore, I think I'll take the deal with my aunt, or the one with that other person, it's very cheap so why not.
I can't help but think, what Aaron would be doing right now? He's probably be complaining to me about how boring his day was and that he wanted me to entertain him, or he'd be talking about Alex like a lovestruck puppy, (if he heard me calling him a puppy he'd have my head by now😂), I honestly miss him, we didn't talk about me a lot but he'd occasionally notice when my mood was off and that felt nice... it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair its not fair it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair it's not fair
(Forgot to upload this a while ago)
