12:06am
Blood, screams, cries, tears, blood, I want to see it all, but I don't because it scares me, I'm afraid of myself, of what I'm capable of, of what I can unlock.... I'm scared for those around me, it's not just my dad anymore, it's anyone, images pass through my eyes of decapitation, blood, screams, cries, tears, and it makes me smile, it makes me laugh, it makes me want more... somethings wrong with me... idk what to do, idk who I am, i want to be free, I don't want this anymore, MAKE IT STOP PLEASE! Goodbye....
