Soooo just realized it's been over a month since I last updated.... Let's just say... I was in the hospital for suicide watch for about 3 days, then I went to get diagnosed and they said I had bipolar disorder and psychotic tendencies, then I left jefferson and came to live with my brother because why the fuck not? And jefferson was taking advantage of my situation and throwing it all in my face that he "helped me" so like bye bitch, overdosed on my antidepressants, then on painkillers, haven't been able to sleep right (having panic attacks in my sleep✌️), I cut yesterday because I just can't, I still can't see my little sister (still trying to figure out if I have a restraining order or not) and that's pretty much my life update
