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The pain I felt this night is like no other... I lost a friend, I lost someone very dear to me, and it broke me, I wake up every morning expecting to see his message, just telling me he's bored or to ask questions about him.... But that isn't going to happen anymore.... He said I'll see him again and im going to keep him to his word, fuck Aaron why the fuck, I don't understand, it isn't fair, you were getting better, you were fucking getting better and life fucking took you from us, it's not fucking fair!
3:45pm I need to get rid of her, she's only hurting him, I need to get rid of her, she needs to leave, she needs to leave she needs to leave she needs to leave she needs to leave she needs to leave!
4:10pm So many marks and carvings on my body... I wonder if I'll make it to the appt day or not, I'm at my breaking point, I don't understand why you guys would stay with someone as fucked up as me... like what if the lady says I'm faking, what if she thinks there's nothing wrong, what if she thinks my marks are for attention, what if she thinks I'm doing this for attention like everyone else does, idk maybe I'm just crazy and deserve to be locked away, away from people so I'd stop hurting them and just give in to my demons, idk
