Me and Him.

Part 38

Y/n: Corpse?

Corpse: hey y/n...

Y/n: why are you here?

Corpse: can I come in?

Y/n: yea- I-I mean no, no you can't come in I hear you just fine out there.

Corpse: I understand. Look y/n I um don't know what to say.

Y/n: don't say anything just leave.

Corpse: no not until you hear me out.

Y/n: ok fine I'll leave.

I walk outside and close the front door and I get in my car and drive off.

Corpse: y/n wait!

I heard him yelling but I still drove away. I don't want to hear his sorry ass apology. He was the one who broke my heart. I don't want to see him again. After a while I arrived at sykkuno's house. I make sure I look fine I don't want to worry sykkuno about what just happened.

Sykkuno: y/n hey come in.

Y/n: thanks.

Sykkuno: sooo how have you been?

Y/n: good...what's that look for?

Sykkuno: oh nothing maybe a young man name Vinne!

Y/n: oh what about him?

Sykkuno: what about him- are you guys dating?

Y/n: what no! We're just friends that's all.

Sykkuno: mmm your in denial.

Y/n: no sykkuno I'm not. I'm not ready to date yet.

Sykkuno: ok maybe you should spend time with vinne to understand your feelings.

Y/n: I am tomorrow. He asked me to get lunch with him.

Sykkuno: ok nice just understand your feelings before you leave.

I spent almost the whole day with sykkuno. We ate, watch movies and played games. Even though I spent the afternoon with sykkuno I couldn't stop thinking about what happened with corpse earlier today. Why did he show up at my house and was he apologizing for real? He had no right to just show up at my house. Did he actually think he could just apologize and I'll forgive him? He actually insane. On my way home I was actually nervous that he'll be waiting for me on my front porch but lucky he wasn't. I go inside and I get a text from Vinne.

                                          Vinne

"Hey y/n how was your
day?"

                                                           "Hey my day was ok
                                                              what about you?"

"It was alright, are we
still on for the lunch tomorrow?"

"Yeah totally you can
pick me up?"

"Definitely I'll let you know
when I'm on the way."

"Ok see you tomorrow."

"Ok see you then."

I was kinda nervous about getting lunch with vinne, but I like hanging out with him. He makes me feel...important like my opinions matter. Ugh but Corpse he made me feel alive like anything was possible, but it's over now. Maybe us breaking up was a sign. Maybe weren't meant for each other. Or maybe we rushed things. I mean when we meet for the first time we had sex that same day. We probably were just moving to fast, but there is something I don't understand. How come he said I love you to me first if he didn't mean it? Corpse isn't good with expressing his feelings and maybe he actually did love me. What if he lied about not loving me. Knowing him he probably thought us breaking up would keep me safe and he knows I don't give up easily that's why he said he didn't love me because he knew we would be 100% over for good. Or maybe he just didn't love me.