The Boy I Once Knew | Cobra Kai Hawk/Eli

Chapter 17

Hawk stayed in my room for 20 minutes after I ended it. He wouldn't leave without a fight, he continued to talk and deny it and I just ignored him. He would pace around my room, crying even. I don't want to see him like that because all I could think back to was when Eli would go home crying because of being bullied for his scar. But it was the right thing to do. Eventually, we should talk but not right now. It's too new.

Eventually, he left, saying he was coming back tomorrow and that we were going to work everything out. I wish we could but it's to the point that I can't push myself through that and fighting my body at the same time. I'm going to see him tomorrow at school, unfortunately, we have first-class tomorrow together.

I'll admit I didn't get much sleep last night due to everything going on. I almost forgot that Tory had a plan today. I haven't heard from her, besides the one text I got from her last night, When you hear me tomorrow, find Hawk. I don't want you getting hurt. The only thing I could think of was her starting a fight with Sam. Why would I need to find Hawk though? 

I turned my phone on and saw like a million notifications pop up.
*3 missed calls from Miguel*
* 36 Missed text messages from Eli<3*
*20 Snapchat's*
*39 missed calls from Demetri*

I sigh, I flip my phone upside down so I can't see the screen, I place it on my nightstand next to my bed. When I put it down I notice a pink sticky note placed on it saying, Please call me tomorrow, princess. ~Eli🤍. I just shake my head and ignore it.

Demetri probably called me because of what he did to Hawk last night. Miguel probably called me because he never showed up, it's whatever. And well Hawk, It was after he left my house that he called all those times, I hope he's ok. Wait no Lillian don't think like that.

I put a pair of white NMDs on with a pair of ripped jeans and cropped tie-dye sweatshirt. Nothing too nice but not too boring. I wanted to still be comfy even though it's the first day of school. I decided that I was going to go, I had enough energy to stand up out of my bed, maybe not enough to walk the halls but I'll get through it, and besides I need to be there for Tory.

I grab my medical bag and shove it into my backpack. My mom drives me to school today even though we are still not speaking, god I can't believe Johnny Lawerence is my father, which makes Robby Keene my ..... half-brother. "Mom stop the car!" I yell and she pulls over quickly. I open the door just enough and get sick on the side of the road. This has been happening often when I get stressed out. It happened last night after Hawk left, watching him pace back and forth made my stomach weak.

As we pull up to school, I see Cobra Kai standing at the front door like usual. Miguel's eyes meet mine and start to run up to me.

"Lillian hey!" he says.

"Hi" I'm mad at him for what he did to Tory. I don't want her to feel how I feel especially because I know she will do much worse.

"Have you talked to Tory? She hasn't answered any of my calls or texts" I shake my head no. He doesn't deserve her to talk to him. He cheated on her with his ex. After all, he is best friends with a cheater.

"Oh okay. Well, you coming up to the group?" he asks. I nod. Hawk is one person, I can't hide from him forever and besides, they're my friends too.

He turns around walking back to them and I follow behind. I'm so nervous, I shouldn't be. Hawk should be the nervous one. I see Hawk look me up and down. He looks like he got no sleep. His eyes are all red and puffy.

Everyone says hi to me and I just stand there quietly. I can feel Hawks eyes on me, it's like a burning sensation. Finally, the bell rings and we all head to our first class. I decide to walk by myself as Miguel looks for Tory.