For your information, it's not just a series of random letters.
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3rd January
Dear Draco,
Today I got a new romance novel, yay! It reminds me of us and I love it. Besides, I got a black dress. You know that I actually don't like them that much, but you told me you'd love to see me in it one day, remember?
Yours, (y/n)
I took the letter and walked outside.
2nd Feburary
Draco,
I bought some flowers today, thinking of the first time you bought me tulips. I loved those days, Draco
Yours, (y/n)
I took the letter and walked outside.
9th March
My dearest Draco,
I fall asleep at night, thinking of the memories. The days we cuddled, were holding hands. The days you couldn't stop telling me you loved me. And I'm telling you, I loved those days and would give everything- everything to get them back.
Yours, (y/n)
I took the letter and walked outside.
25th April,
Dear Draco,
I'm not that sad anymore, Draco. I- alright I'm lying. It's hard. So hard. I cry every single night. But I know you loved my smile so I keep smiling. For you.
Yours, (y/n)
I took the letter and walked outside.
20th May
Draco my love,
I just remembered the day we danced in the rain. The day you made me fall in love with you all over again. The day I couldn't stop myself from staring at your beautiful eyes and smile. The day I can't forget.
Yours, (y/n)
I took the letter and walked outside.
6th June,
Draco,
I'm sorry. I just couldn't bring myself to write a letter yesterday. Whatever. Happy late birthay
Yours (y/n),
I took the letter and walked outside.
8th July
Dear Draco,
I got a necklace today. But I don't wanna wear it. It's from the Notts and I really don't care. The only necklace I want to keep wearing is yours. I never take it off. Love you
Yours, (y/n)
I took the letter and walked outside.
30th August
My love,
Eight months. It's been eight months. I'd be lying if I told you I'm totally fine. The unbearable pain doesn't stop, Draco.
Yours, (y/n)
I took the letter and walked outside.
5th September,
Draco,
Remember, today years ago we first met. How time flies. These little eyes and your slicked back blonde hair. I'm sorry for laughing. It was adorable though. Love you.
Yours, (y/n)
I took the letter and walked outside.
23rd October
Darling,
It was raining today. I watched each raindrop flow down my window. Each of them reminding me of our rainy days. I miss it. I can't explain how much I miss it.
Yours, (y/n)
I took the letter and walked outside
14th November
Draco,
It's November and the ground is covered by snow! I sat at the place we used to have snow ball fights. It was like I could see the way you tickled me and we both fell to ground, you on top of me. The way I blushed a little and picked up the snow secretly, just to shove it into your face. You chased me and I ran away until we both were breathless. I remember it. I miss it.
Yours, (y/n)
I took the letter and walked outside.
27th December
Dear Draco,
How fast the year flew by. I'm lying, it felt like hundred years without you. It felt like it was never gonna end. I just can't without you. It hurts. But I try to keep strong, yes. Yes, I do. I remember your words. 'Stay strong no matter what happens. Keep smiling and everything will be okay'. Did you lie, Draco? Did you lie? Cause I do it and the pain doesn't stop. I keep smiling everyday, letting people believe I'm okay. Did you only say it to comfort me? To stop me from crying? I don't know, but what I know is, that it doesn't work. But that doesn't stop me from trying, Draco. It really doesn't. I don't give up. I don't and I won't. I love you forever.
Yours, (y/n)
As always, I took the letter and walked outside after letting tears fall on it. I wore the black dress I got in January. I went to the place I always walked to after writing each letter.
I stopped, taking a deep breath. I put my letter on the ground, next to the other letters and flowers I brought here in the last twelve months. I looked at it.
"If only I could tell you personally." My voice cracked.
There it was written on the gravestone. Draco Lucius Malfoy.
I teared up like I always did. I had the urge to cry my eyes out after being somewhat strong. Every bit of happiness faded.
"If only."
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I'm so sorry if I made you sad or upset!
Hope you enjoyed
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