In the last few weeks, Draco was all secretive. He wasn't just secretive, but he wouldn't spend time with me.
Don't get me wrong, I love him, but he never really shows his emotions. He never really shows me, that he needs me. I know he does. I know he needs me. I know it's a tough time for him at home at the moment.
At night, I saw him walk outside to sit at the black lake. The sky was dark, the only light was the moon. I followed him and watched how he sat down on the grass and buried his face in his hands.
It was quite cold. The wind was blowing in my face, making me shiver. I approached him slowly and sat beside him, causing him to jump up a little. He stood up.
"No, sit down." I said softly, tucking at the hem of his suit as he looked at me confused. He sat down and stared at me as I kept looking to the lake.
"Care to explain?" He asked, an eyebrow raised. He was not in the best mood.
I just closed my eyes and let the wind cool my face. I opened them again and looked him in the eyes.
"You followed me?" He asked and I slid closer to him.
"Draco." I said, putting my head on his shoulder as the wind blew my hair out of my face.
"Hm?" He hummed.
"It's okay to feel needy." I whispered.
"What do you mean?" He asked curiously and I closed my eyes again.
"I can be needy, way too damn needy and you know that."
He kept quiet, still questioning what I'm on about, which caused a long silence.
"I don't know what you feel, how you feel. You don't show me your feelings, Draco. And I don't want to force you to tell me what you feel, no, but I just want to tell you, that it's okay to need emotional support. Please don't hide your feelings from me."
I lifted my head and looked him in the eyes. He looked at me and then to the lake as I kept on staring at him.
"I'm sorry, (y/n)." He whispered. ,,I- I never- I just-" he sighed. I stroked his cheek and he looked at me.
"I know it's hard. I just wanted to tell you. That's all." I whispered.
He hesitated first, but smiled a little. "I love you." He said. "I love you, that's how I feel. I can't get you out of my head" He said and I smiled.
I kissed his cheek and threw my arms around his neck. "I love you, too." I hugged him. "I admit that I'm a lil messed up." I said and he chuckled. "I'm obsessive and I love too hard."
"Don't say that. I love you." He smiled and we both looked back to the front, watching the black lake.
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