,,What's up?" I asked after I walked into Draco's dorm and closed the door behind me. He wanted to talk with me he had told me.
,,I-" he cleared his throat as his eyes stayed on the floor, avoiding my gaze. ,,This is really not easy." He muttered as I got confused and concerned. ,,But you have to know, at least it's the best for you too." He looked up, his eyebrows furrowed slightly as my stomach turned in anxiety.
,,What do you mean?" A quiet whisper left my lips.
,,I have to leave. Only for a while." He said in his deep voice, looking me straight in the eyes as he waited for a reaction, yet didn't get one as my face stayed emotionless, since I was still trying to process what he meant.
,,Leave?" I asked, my throat catching a lump as my breathing got uneven.
,,Yes." He said shortly.
,,Where? Where are you going?" I asked, body stiff.
,,I can't tell you that. I'm sorry." He said lowly. ,,But I'll leave in a few minutes. Mother is waiting for me."
,,In a- in a few minutes you say?" I asked in disbelief, beginning to panic, feeling as if my lungs were pressed together.
,,Unfortunately, yes. I wanted to say goodbye to you first." He whispered, trying to hide the fact, that he was just as hurt as I was.
,,No, you don't mean that." I shook my head, eyes welling up.
,,(y/n)" he whispered. ,,I'm being serious. I'm being absolutely serious. But I will come back." He whispered as he took a step forward, putting his hand on my cheek as he stroked my cheekbone with his thumb, wiping away my tears before they could roll down. ,,And then anything will be over. No death eater tasks, meetings or anything."
,,But just a month and we're graduating. I won't be here anymore and- and" I said with a shaky voice, my eyes wandering through the room as I tried to blink the upcoming tears away, but he cut me off.
,,and I promise you, that I'll know where you are." He breathed out, his lips still apart as if he was gonna continue. And that's what he did after looking at my face in the most lovely way. ,,And I also promise you, I'm gonna marry you." He said, making the painful feeling go away for a second as his words sank in my heart.
Closing my eyes tightly shut, I tried to hold in my sobs by pressing my lips together. He put his hand on the back of my neck, guiding my head down and kissing my forehead like it would be the last time his lips will touch my skin. After the kiss he rested his forehead on mine as I still tried to stay strong.
,,You're mine, always will be."
I nodded my head and he lifted my face, making me look at him.
,,I want to come with you." I whispered with a shaky voice, cheeks red, eyes reflecting the painful feeling I was feeling.
,,(y/n), you can't-"
,,But I don't want you to leave! I can't do it without you. I can't do this without you."
,,Yes, you can. You can and that's what you'll have to do."
,,But I don't want to." My voice broke as I grabbed his suit and pressed my head against it, crying silently as the fear of losing him seemed to come true.
,,I have to go." He breathed out, feeling just as hurt, but trying to stay tough and not lose it in front of me. ,,(y/n)" he whispered, closing his eyes as I cried my eyes out against him. He was standing still, hands on his sides, not wanting to hug me back, because he knew for a fact he wouldn't let go if he did so. ,,(y/n), I need to go." He lifted my face and I cupped his cheeks with my shaking hands, my vision blurred due to the tears in my eyes.
