"Well, maybe I wouldn't have been mad if you had sat with me. Maybe I'm angry because you are always sitting with Pansy Parkinson instead of sitting with your own girlfriend."
"If I had known that a relationship was going to be like this, that our relationship was going to be like this, I wouldn't have ever asked you to be my girlfriend!" He shouted back and my eyes began to well up.
"Maybe- maybe I don't want to be your girlfriend. I'm sick of you! I hate you for forgetting me all the time. I hate you for not spending time with me but her. I wouldn't complain if I would be able to see your face for a split second for just a single day!"
"Oh, now I understand your ex-boyfriend. Now I know why he left you." He began, still angry as I went silent, though my eyes still watering. "He left you cause you're fucking annoying! You want attention. That's the only thing you need. Me to be with you the whole damn day. Guess what, I have a life, (y/n)." He spat "You are the worst thing that has happened to me!" He yelled louder now. I flinched at his words, letting them sink into my heart, letting them break my heart, letting them shatter me, tear me apart.
He took a deep breath and once he realized he had gone too far, his face softened. The anger had overtaken him and the words just came out. He never meant it, yet it hurt.
"You know that I di-"
"The only thing I wanted isn't attention." I said quietly, though my voice still breaking. I looked him in the eyes. "The only thing I wanted from you-" I said in an almost whispery tone, trying to get the words out. "I wanted you to love me." I whispered. "I wanted to feel loved. I wanted you to care for me. I wanted to feel like I'm your girlfriend. I- I just wanted to see you, the only person I love. I just wanted to hug you, talk to you, kiss you. I wanted you to feel alright, because I know what's going on at home. Because I know you're not alright at all, even though you tell me you are. I know that you need it, Draco. I know you need a tight hug. I waited for you. I waited for you to come after you'd told me you'd come to my dorm. I waited in my cold dorm alone, sitting on my bed, planning on what to tell you, to tell you about the funny things that had happened that day, to tell you that I was sad cause you couldn't be there since you were busy, to tell you that I missed you. I waited and waited as I smiled at the thought of hugging you after a long time. I waited, but you never came. I was awake for hours, desperately hoping there would be a knock on the door any second. I couldn't bear to go to sleep thinking that you might be there any second, that I could talk with you again, see your smile again. I waited until my body gave up and I dropped off to sleep naturally, even though I still wanted to wait. I dropped off to sleep crying. Crying cause you weren't around. Cause you, once again, didn't keep your word. And now, all I get is you shouting at me, claiming I'm an annoying attention seeker, whom you consider as the worst thing that has happened to you in your life."
"(y/n), I really didn't mean to say those words to you. You know that I love you and I'm awfully sorry for not coming as you waited for me, but-"
"It's okay." I said.
"What?"
"I know, I'm not quite loveable. It's okay. Thank you for letting me experience the feeling though. Thank you for making me fall in love." I whispered.
"No, you don't understand. I do love you. (Y/n), I do-"
"Draco"I whispered. "It's okay, really. You don't have to love me in return."
"
"I-" he couldn't say anything, since he knew he wouldn't be able to change my mind.
"It's no love in return." I whispered. "Take care of yourself, never forget I love you."
"You're the only person I want. The only person I love. I need you. You're the only person who makes me forget about the dark"
"Draco, if I were your escape, why wouldn't you come to me as I gave you the opportunity of doing so, of simply escaping all that."
He didn't really know what to say.
"It's no love in return." I repeated.
It was hard to let go of him. But it was for the best. If he's truly in love with me, then one day, we'll find a way back to one another.
"We'll eventually find each other again. One day. One day we will." I whispered and walked past a despaired Draco Malfoy, hoping that this one special day would come.
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I always think I should make happy ones, but then I write these in some way and I'm sorry for that. I'll let this here and hope I didn't make anyone upset.
Anyways, hope y'all have great night/day and are doing well!
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