As always, my day today was pretty dejected. It was night and I was already in bed. The room was really dark, the only light being the moon, which beamed through my window.
I felt sorrow. I felt weak. I felt as if nothing was worth anything. I felt like I was sinking into my mattress as well as my own sea of utter sad and anxious emotions. I was drowning in a sea full of fear. I felt cold.
I let it out after holding it all in the whole day. I let a tear escape my eyes. Being strong and keeping everything together? There it all goes. Why am I always lying to myself? Telling myself I'll do it and keep it all together, get better and make myself feel better? Why do I imagine an end with me being truly happy if that's not the truth? Why am I trying to convince myself struggling will do it?
I don't know.
More and more tears were flowing down my cheeks. I cried noiseless in my silent, gloomy room.
Then I heard something and lifted my phone.
Call from Draco <3
accept decline
Draco <3
You okay?
You seemed very down today?
I'm fine
Thanks for asking
Draco <3
You sure?
Accept the call, I wanna hear your voice
Please
Call from Draco <3
accept decline
Draco <3
(Y/n)
I know you're not fine.
Just talk with me please
I wanna hear your voice
(Y/n)?
Draco, I'm fine
really
Draco <3
Accept my call then rn
Then I'll believe you
Call from Draco <3
accept decline
"(Y/n)"
"hm?" I hummed, trying to hide my shaking voice
"You alright?"
"Mhm"
"Words please." He asked in a very soft and sweet tone
"I'm fine" I whispered
"You don't sound like you're fine. You seemed down today, wanna talk?"
"Draco" I sighed ",I- I don't know." My voice cracked slightly and unintentionally.
"What do you mean?"
"I have no idea. I don't know what's wrong." I cried silently, not wanting him to hear me.
"It's okay" He whispered softly.
"Draco, I'm so sorry I'm- um-" I covered my mouth silently to prevent myself from sobbing. "I'm just-" I cleared my throat to prevent my voice from shaking. "I'm falling apart" I whispered.
"You know I'm always there for you, right?" He asked softly
"Mhm"
"And you know that whatever it is, you can always, always talk to me"
"Yes"
"I love you so much. I love you, (y/n)."
"I love you too."
"Do you want me to come over?"
"No need for that. Stay in your comfortable bed"
"I can come over. Really-"
"Draco, please. Don't get up just because of me."
"I'd do anything for you though." He whispered.
"I love you so much." I whispered, wiping my tears away.
"I love you more."
Suddenly, there was a knock at the door. I got up and opened it and before I could even think straight, two strong arms were wrapped around me. Draco's head was in the crook of my neck as he held me tightly, leaving a soft kiss there before pulling away. He cupped my face with his hands and made me look up. He leaned down to kiss my forehead and stroked my cheek with his thumb as he looked me deeply in the eyes.
"I love you. Mind if I stay here?"
I smiled widely, my tears drying as all my previous emotions faded away, being replaced by pure and utter happiness.
"No. I don't mind." I responded and we walked to my bed.
He pulled me close to him and placed my head on his chest. He kissed my hair and put his chin on top of my head. I moved my head further up, so that my face was in the crook of his neck, my hand resting on his chest. We closed our eyes tiredly.
"I love you forever." He whispered.
"I love you forever."
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