Everyone Deserves Happiness.

Chapter 1

⚠️TW⚠️ mention of rape,drugs,alcohol,attempted suicide

Pain. That's all Meredith had been able to feel lately. The pain of being taken advantage of, the pain of being abandoned. The pain of this life.

"I can't do this anymore" Meredith said angrily as she grabbed a bottle of Advil. She wanted this.. she wanted to die. I mean who would care anyways she thought as she untwisted the cap with one swift motion and swallowed all of the pills at once with a nice cold bottle of tequila. She stood there for a moment and she felt happy for the first time in a long time.. she would die alone in this humongous house her mom left her and than the pain would end.

She woke up startled and confused with people standing all over her."no no this can't be happening again" she said groggily.

The doctors looked down at the body on the gurney and they felt sorrow one doctor spoke up, "Hi Meredith my name is doctor Miranda Bailey were surgeons, it seems you ingested a lot of pills and hit your head were going to remove them and stitch you up so you'll feel better" she said with a soft smile and Meredith fell unconscious again. "This can't be happening again" ran throughout their heads as they rushed to operate to remove the pills out of her stomach as well as deal with the laceration on her head from the nasty fall she took. One doctor in particular could not shake that phrase from his mind. "Again?" He thought what did she mean? Had someone try to poke and prod her? Or was it something else.. something he couldn't bear to say. He had known her for 20 minutes and already he wanted to protect her. To be there for her. The surgery was rather short as all they had to do was pump her stomach and stitch a cut on her head. They left her to rest in a patient room and Derek sat by her bedside until she awoke.

An hour later she awoke from surgery with an immense pain in her abdomen and in the back of her head

Stop moving you little bitch he said with a smirk and proceeded to thrust into her with sickening force. Meredith cried out in pain and tried to fight him but he was way to big so she stopped fighting and laid there until it was over.

She sat up startled and screamed out "no!" Derek stood up and rushed to her bedside to try and calm her down but it only made it worse. "No stay away from me!" she cried and Derek recognized this behavior. This is the behavior of a rape victim.

He took a step back,put up his hands and with a smile said "Hey Meredith my name is Derek Shepherd you hit your head pretty hard when you fell and I'm just here to make sure it healed properly " he said with a soft smile. Meredith looked at him confused what did he mean? Wasn't I supposed to be dead? Who found me?

"Meredith hey I know you don't like company but I found this movie and I thought maybe you and I could watch it together?" Kevin asked "Meredith?" He asked again he tried the door but it was locked so he peeked through the window and saw the bottle and blood. "911 hello?? Yes my neighbor she just tried to kill her self hurry please" he cried

"I'm confused" she said "who found me? I don't have friends so it's not like anyone would have stopped by " That made Derek's heart break a bit more than it had already that day. "I believe it was your neighbor Kevin" he said .

"Of course it was that nosy ass ugh" she said annoyed. "May I ask what happened?" He asked "That was you asking" she said annoyed "Yeah I guess it was but uh yeah if you don't mind me asking what did happen Meredith?" Meredith the way her name sounds it's beautiful really.Wait what am I doing she's a patient I need to stop. "What happened hmm well I finally realized I have no place in this world anymore and thought it'd be easier if I ended it all" she said. He was taken aback by this response he didn't even know what to say. "I think you have a place in this world" he said with a soft smile. "Of course you do you and every other male probably think I belong in this world for your sexual enjoyment or to be a housewife or something right?" She said. "No no what? No I definitely don't believe that I think-" before he could finish she cut him off "I personally don't care what you think could you please leave? I wanna be alone" she said rather sad and with that he left her room feeling more broken than he already did.
Who hurt her? And why.. he thought sadly

Authors note or whatever it's called hey guys this is my first fic ever and I've had this idea for awhile just not motivated enough to actually go through with it let me know what you think !