The Killing Curse!

Chapter 49- End of another Year

After returning back to school after the whole Sirius dying and the Ministry finally admitting that you know how has returned things were never really that same, Harry was obviously upset and had a valid reason to be. The school had this weird vibe about it especially now that Dumbledore is headmaster again and that annoying bitch got what was coming to her.

Taehyung's PoV

Sitting alone in the secret room in the library, grey skies covered the sun's rays. I felt frustrated and gloomy. The recent events had made everything seem too real. The fact that anyone of us could be killed in a second. I know now that my father will push me more to join him when I get home for the summer holidays.

Over the years he'd force the darker sides of wizardries upon me whether I wanted to be a part of it or not. I've never told anyone what he truly was and what he was a part of. Thankfully my mother was not part of my father's world so she could spear me of his demands. But the older I get the less my mother and I have control of what will happen to me. My father always told me not to make friends or fall in love. I understand that he's made both of those mistakes. Made to kill his best friend to show his loyalty and my mother life will forever be threatened.

But I didn't listen. If I had listened to him then I wouldn't be suffering the loss of my best friend Cedric. However, thinking about it now if he was going to die anyway it wouldn't have mattered if I knew him or not.

The pain in my chest gets worse as the seconds tik's by. Again, I didn't listen to my father's warning and now I've fallen head over heels. I couldn't help it. Every time I see her, I just want her to be mine. But this voice in the back of my head reminds me to take a step back and come to this room. I can't be with anyone. I will be dragged kicking and screaming down this dark path and she will be used against me if they ever found out. Just like my mother's being used against my father.

My head spins as I try and think of a way. Any crumb of hope that will make my destiny not seem so bleak. I think back to a conversation I had with my parents while having dinner. It was shortly after the Yule ball.

"Taehyung let me see, stop hiding them." My mother was reaching across the table, I had a few photographs from the Yule ball in my hand. I didn't want to show her the photos because of what she might think of Regan. She wasn't judgmental but knowing that it's the first time I've ever been to an event like that, the person I'm with must be important to me. Little did she know the chaos I caused in Regan's life.

"Okay but she isn't my girlfriend." Passing the small batch of photos to her. "At least you listen to half of what I say." My father spoke coldly though his chewing. He didn't want to see the photos; I don't think he cared about it. To him it was all just distractions.

My mother's face lit up while looking at the pictures. She couldn't hide her smile "Ah my handsome boy. You look nervous in the first few but the last ones you are beaming. Looks like you had fun with your girlfriend." I rolled my eyes and said she wasn't my girlfriend, which my mother replied with "You are blind Taehyung this girl likes you. I can see it in her eyes. And you can't hide something like that from me, I know you too well. Bring her home I'd love to meet her."

"Jisoo we talked about this. He can't have any attachments for when he is called. You know the risks" My fathers was stern at the best of times but when talking about me he gets worse.

"Yes, we did talk about this but you agreed. He won't be called till his finally year!"

My mother was right. I had till my final year at Hogwarts to do what I want. That's why Cedric was allowed over in the summer breaks. So, if Cedric was allowed over then Regan can too. But then comes another problem. If she does come over, how can I make her see that I like her. My past attempts have been useless. I don't know what she likes in a guy or even if she truly likes me. I asked girls in the past what to do but it's never worked on Regan. The girls in my year tell me to give up and go for someone's who's interested, usually they mean themselves, but I don't want anyone else.