SOMEONE'S POV
I never knew I could possibly feel this kind of attraction towards a woman. Plain attraction---maganda siya, has a body to die for ika nga ng mga babae, just an attraction, but when I looked into her hazel nut brown eyes, I totally doubted myself kung plain nga lang bang matatawag ang atraksiyon na yon. I already have her--I mean literally have her beside me, but damn Kiefer stole her away from me. I was about to asked her for lunch when my fucking brother grabbed her by the arm and dragged her away from me. In my head, I was punching Kiefer's face like there's no tomorrow. Ayoko 'tong nararamdaman ko, I shouldn't feel anything sa isang babae lalo na't she's into Kiefer, but hell! Hindi ko maintindihan ang sarili ko. I've been following her these past few days, stalking is the right term, and by doing that nalaman ko halos lahat ng impormasyon tungkol sa kanya. Her name's Gabriella Ramos, 24 years old, and has a gay friend named Nicollo Silva. I find it weird her---having a gay friend, pero hindi naman mukhang gay--and she's living with him, how sick is that? She likes eating chicken joy, nutella and a whole lot more, meaning she loves to eat. But that doesn't change the fact na maganda pa rin ang hubog ng katawan niya, despite her katakawan. I once sneaked out at her apartment, and there I saw the biggest surprise in my life--- I so fucking wanted to laugh that time-- I saw her with her sexy tank top and a very sexy short shorts, paired with a red stillettos, I find her very sexy that moment, that I actually had a hard-on, but when she start singing? Oh gosh! Nawala lahat ng pagnanasa ko sa katawan. The woman sang tonight I'm getting over you by whose that singer again? There's carley something in her name na pang lalake I really don't have any idea. Right! So back with the woman-singing-whatever, ayun na nga, she sang it whole-heartedly with matching kembot pa, dude, that is creapy, all I could is just watched her and laughed myself out. Hindi na nga ako makahinga. The only consolation there is magaling siyang sumayaw, plus her sexiness that all, wag mo lang siyang pakantahin at magugunaw ang mundong ibabaw--if you do that. Halos mabaliw akong umuwi sa bahay nang gabing yon, na sa tuwing maaalala ko ngayon--I'll just burst out in laughter. God, I can't believe that woman. She's fiesty and sophisticated on the outside but once you get to know her better, specially, when you sneak out on her apartment-- I'm telling you-- you will know that it's the other way around. I just can't get her off my mind, she really is something.
And, here I am now, nakikipagtalo sa sarili ko, if it's plain attraction is what I'm feeling right now para sa kanya. Sumasakit na nga ulo ko sa sobrang pag-iisip. I'm into her but she's into someone else. Why do I end up in a wrong way everytime, first it's Denise yong kapatid ng kaibigan ni Kiefer and now---Gaby that is totally into Kiefer, urgh! Kiefer again. Kelan ba siya maaalis sa sistema ko. I mean, I hate to admit medyo aloof ako sa kuya kp because of the fact na siya lage ang magaling, siya ang matalino, siya ang paborito ni dad, and now siya naman ang gusto ng babaeng gusto ko.
But just like every man would do, I will do anything to get her, even if it means getting rid of Kiefer.
I'm planning on asking her out to be my date for the anniversary of our campany. That's two days from now, and I kinda nervous about the idea, hindi ko pa naman kasi nasusubukang maging ganito sa isang babae. Imagine-me asking out a lady to be my date? That's so highschool. Pero yon lang ang move na alam kong hindi ako talo. Yesterday I've send her flowers saying be my date sa cubicle niya at wala akong nilagay na info about kung saan man nanggaling yon, I want it to be surprise. I know, I'm being smooth, but what can I do? Kailangan kong gumawa ng paraan para hindi ako maungusan ni Kiefer. Ngayon naman, naiisip kong bigyan siya ng cake with a caption beautiful, huh! Who am I kidding, para nga akong highschool student na nanliligaw, fuck! Why is it so hard to get her attention, I've been doing things na kahit ako hindi makapaniwala na nagagawa ko ngayon. All I am asking is a chance---a chance to get to know her, then--and maybe then, I can finally figure out if it's plain attraction or---I'm already inlove with her.
