LUKE'S
I heard all of it, lahat ng usapan nila,I don't mean to eavesdrop,nagkataon lang at sinundan ko si Gabriella sa resthouse, and I was surprised by how Gabriella talked. She's one fiesty woman. Napapangiti na lamang ako dito sa labas habang nakadikit ang mga tenga sa pinto. And what?! He thinks he love her?! The fuck! HE THINK! Clearly my dear brother is not in himself lately. Nakakaloko namang pakinggan 'yon.
How is he supposed to win Gariella? Well with that kind of attitude, kung ako ang babae, baka patayin ko na lang siya. He's one fucking complicated man. And Gabriella doesn't deserve that kind of man. Napuno ng katahimikan ang loob ng resthouse, and I feel like, it's the longest thirty seconds of my fucking life. I was afraid, what if Gabriella says she loves him too? Well, of course, I am not that dumb not to notîce, Gabriella feels something for him---the way she looks at Kiefer, there's something, something very hard to name it, or more like, I don't like to name it.
I won't give up Gabriella, I know somehow she feels somethings for me, gaya ng sabi niya kanina sa loob, she likes me, and that alone is enough reason para ipaglaban ko ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya
Lumayo na ako ng bahagya at nagtungo sa isa sa pinakamalapit na puno, I need to think clearly I need to think of ways how to get Gabriella, hindi ako pwedeng maging kampante lang, given the fact that Kiefer confessed to her---almost, I mean he's halfway there, he just don't have the balls to stand to it. I need to do something. "Hey'' I was in deep thought when someone spoke, and when I look back, I saw the woman, the woman who's been invading my mind lately. "Angel, hey---." I want to congratulate myself that I didn't stutter, man, I feel so gay whenever she's near me. Pakiaramdam ko araw-araw akong naiinlove sa babaeng 'to. Bagay na bagay sa kanya ang tawag kong angel, because she really is one.
"What are you doing here?" She asked me, awtomatiko namang napakunot-noo ako. I think I should be the one asking her that question. Tapos na ba ang uasapan nila ni Kiefer? Well, after Kiefer confessed to her, umalis na ako, natakot ako, baka kasi hindi ko kayanin ang maririnig ko. Here I am now, dying to know, kung anong agot niya sa sinabi ni Kiefer kanina. Silly me.
I'm dying to ask her some questions, but I don't know kung kaya kong pakinggan ang mga sasabihin niya, I--I don't know, I just can't accept the fact that, bakit hindi ka mahal ng mahal mo? Damn! That hit me---big time! If only Gabriella feels the same way as mine, I'll be one lucky bastard.
We just stayed there, watching the beautiful view, as the sun sets down. Kapag naiinlove pala ang isang tao, maraming narerealized. Today, I realized---that you will do anything stupid kapag nagmahal ka. Sabi nga sa kanta, people fall inlove in mysterious ways. I really don't know how, I just woke up one moring thinking about her and her smile, the way she smile, drives me nuts, and I can't take only just a minute without her. Corny it may sound, but it's the truth.
"Luke, thank you." Napatingin naman ako agad sa kanya. Is she turning me down? Thank you nanaman ang naririnig ko eh. Moment of silence, hindi ko magawang magsalita, I just look at the vast sea, and feel the breeze touched my inner being. "Mas, masaya Angel kung I love you ang sasabihin mo." Then I looked at her. She was stunned with what I said. I face her and hold her hand tightly. "Angel, no pressure ok, gusto ko lang sabihin sa iyo, that I'm inlove with you, I fall---big time! Give me a chance, I'll prove to you, it's all worth taking the risks." I said almost pleading. She didn't say anything, she just looked at our hands eclasped togther.
She smiled at me, and hold my hand even tighter. "Let's give it a try, Luke, I like you. But please, make me fall, help me fall." Then she hugged me, and with that all my inhibitions were gone, just like a snap.
Men, I'm loving this.
