Winter's Widow pt 1!

Hydra, Odette, and WTF

Tony-  I just got a lead on one of the last remaining Hydra Bases. What do y'all want to do?
Steve- let's go... we leave in 30
*Everyone leaves to get ready.. Bucky looks over at you and pulls you in for a kiss*
Bucky- You ready for this?
Y/N- if I'm being honest I'm a little nervous..
Bucky- Hey if at any time you need to retreat from the fight just say my name and our safe word... I'll come over right away and get you out of there. 
Y/N- really?? You want me to yell Build a Bear in the middle of the fight?!? Also I still can't believe that is our safe word.
Bucky- Hey you didn't have any suggestions at the time so I don't want to hear it. And yes... if you feel overwhelmed or... out of control... yes I want you to get my attention so I can help you.
*You smile*
Y/N- okay Bucky
*You both walk to the jet and get ready to leave*
*The jet take off.. you start to get nervous and your PTSD dream keeps flashing in your mind. You knew they would need all they help they could get so you don't mention it to anyone. The jet lands on the side of some mountain*
Steve- Alright, remember the game plan. We get in and blow it to hell.
*Tony comes on over the coms*
Tony- there looks to be hostages inside Cap..
Steve- okay Peter and Y/N get the hostages out and get them to safety. Everyone else clear the way and don't get shot.
Bucky- Peter.. keep her safe. Everybody remember our priorities...destroy this base. Also  They probably already know that Y/N is here and they will come for her. Remember if you see Loki he is not a friendly.
*Bucky comes up beside you and kisses the side of your head.*
Bucky- See you soon.

*Steve, Bucky, Sam, Nat, Wanda, Thor, And Clint all take off to clear a way for you and Peter*
Y/N- okay Peter let's go.
*Peter picks you up and y'all swing into the base over the walls.*
*As you land two guys come out of nowhere and start to fight you. You hold your own but when you are done fighting your dream flashes in your mind again.*
Peter- Y/N... you okay?
Y/N- yeah.... okay Tony we are inside... which way do we go?
*Coms*
Tony- straight ahead and to the left.
*You do as he says*
*You walk into the room and find no one*
Peter- I'll go check the other rooms
*Over the coms you hear the others yelling.*
Y/N- Bucky?! Steve?! Nat?! What is going on?!?
*The Memories keep flashing in your mind.*
*As you turn the corner you bump into someone.
You draw your weapon as fast as you can*
Y/N- *you speak over the coms* Thor I found your brother.
*over the coms*
Thor- Y/N get out of there!!
*You are hit over the head. You stumble back and  fall against the wall. Loki crouches down to look you in the eyes.*
Loki- Oh I've been waiting for you..
*everything goes dark*

*You wake up in the same place you were when you passed out.*
Y/N- what do you want Loki
Loki- you of course... well not you.. I want Odette.
Y/N- so you work for Hydra now? Couldn't take over the world on your own so you found another spineless army to fight for you.
*Loki hits you in the face. You spit out blood*
Y/N- is that the best you got?
Loki- no... *He motions to the door and it opens. You see the Brainwashing chair Hydra always used on Bucky. When you look at the chair all you can still see Bucky in it. Standing next to it is Pierce and his men. You shake you head trying to clear your mind*
-this is.
Y/N- no this is trick! They're dead!!
Loki-  but as you are well aware time travel is real now.. so I hopped to the past and brought back some of your old friends.
Y/N- No.. don't do this.
*All of the memories from the plane start to run through your head...  you can still hear Bucky's scream's from that day*
Y/N- Bucky.. Build a Bear!
*all you hear is static in the coms*
*Loki looks at you.. he is very confused*
*They drag you to the chair and strap you in. In your coms you hear Peter telling everyone that Loki has you and that you need help. Bucky starts yelling at Peter for not protecting you. Steve calms Bucky down and you can hear them making a game plan to get you back.
Y/N- BUCKY!!! Build a Bear!!
*Coms*
Bucky- Y/N?!? We have to find her now!!
Peter- do I even want to know what Build a Bear means.
Nat- trust me.. you don't.
Bucky- How do you know Nat?
Steve- your rooms shares a wall. You and Y/N are quite loud..
Bucky- oh your one to talk Mr. "I can do this all day"
Y/N- FOCUS BUCKY!!! BUILD A BEAR!!
*Loki rips the coms out of your ear*
Y/N- Look if you do this to me Bucky will make you wish you were dead and if you succeed in turning me into Odette you will be dead.
Pierce- we will take our chances.. we need our best girl. * He pats you on the head*
Y/N- you know I'm uncontrollable without him!!! For everyone's sake don't do this!!
Pierce- oh we have a plan for your little Bucky as well.
*They start the process and you fight so hard. It takes them twice as long as it took with Bucky.*
Pierce- Just let go Y/N... Odette isn't haunted by the memories from the plane. You can be free of the trauma and PTSD. You can live free with Bucky if you just let go.
Y/N- Bucky...
*Something inside of you listens to pierce and you do just that... you let go. And just like how Bucky was gone when he was the winter soldier, you were gone and Odette was here... the last thing you hear is Bucky screaming your name.*
*Coms*
Bucky- Y/N!!!